So sorry about your mother passing away. I lost my mother about 27 years ago and I know what your going through. I think losing your mother is one of the worst things you can possibly go through. I was with my mother when she passed away, I gathered comfort that she wasn't scared of leaving this word and she was in peace. After her death I believed she sent me messages that she was OK. When I was driving to the funeral the radio was playing a song by Jimi Hendrix where in the song he said the wind was crying Mary. My mother's first name. And that a King had losted his Queen. My mother was the person I admired the most. She was my best friend and she always knew when I had something going on in my life. I met a man a few days before she was omitted to the hospital and I'. sure she arranged this so I wouldn't be left alone. I married him about 2 years later. I will pray for grief and mother's soul. Please except my sympathy, I pray that the Lord is with you at this time, brings you comfort and peace during this time, God bless you and your family.