Rorurr
Disciple of Prayer
Hello Brother And Sister. I am in need of prayer. For the past 9-10 months I been in a deep state of depression, mania, and anxiety. My mood has been very scary from hurting self to hurting others. My relationship is very rough and rocky. But, is equally supporting and nurturing. But, i feel like the hand of cards I was dealt is not fair. I hate my mental conditions and whom I am becoming. Always sleepy and tired. Never have I every fully slept for the past 3years. I get 6 hrs of sleep with frequent moments of waking up and being alert for 30 mins before dozing off again. I just hate my life. Work is hard to balance. Semihomeless and vehicle less. Itโs just difficult. I want to end my relationship with my partner but, I care to much. I am at a crossroads in the complete darkness.