I DO THE SAME THING. KEEP PRAYING. IF YOU NEED TO SEE A THERAPIST ABOUT THIS, PLEASE DO. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO GO NUTS WORRYING ABOUT HOW YOU LOOK. I HAD MANY PEOPLE WHO WERE VERY KIND TO ME AND GAVE ME A GREAT DEAL OF REASSURANCE IN THIS DEPARTMENT -- WHEN I TURNED 55, I DECIDED MY NUMBER WAS UP. MY SISTER AND SOME OTHERS GOT ME TO REALIZE THAT IT IS NOT.