eclecticfangirl
Disciple of Prayer
hello all! apologies again for multiple requests in one, which seems to be a theme. I would like continued prayer for some friends of mine, we will call them R. and N. if naming them helps. R. has been going through a very hard time and has been offline for several days now, internet friend, so I am a bit worried. I also worry I may not always be a good friend to her but we'll touch more on that in a bit. the second, N., I've mentioned in a previous post is getting treatment for his misogyny. I have heard he seems to be improving, slowly, which I am of course glad to hear but I fear he could just be putting on an act. he's proven himself to be two faced in the past, to the point where I can't be certain that our bond, his fondness for me, was ever even real, especially knowing he spoke of me poorly behind my back. I don't know if that person I love so dearly was ever even real but I hope so, though I know it's naive. I ask for prayer for a genuine revelation in his life and that if our friendship was true, that we can one day, in time, rebuild it despite the broken trust. I ask for prayer for my mother who seems to be becoming sick again. and lastly, the thing I said I would continue, you see I grew up rather sheltered and am only now getting to have some semblance of a social life so needless to say I am a bit inept socially and I sometimes struggle to my affection for others despite caring and trying. I fear I have hurt those around me with my unintentional coldness. I ask for prayer to be a better friend to those around me. thank you for reading