Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
my dad has heart valve problems it snot workign properly . its hver yhar dplus hes homless. im sad also pray of rmy mom who has asperger syndorm. Lor dhela my grandma form dmentia. hela he rbody and fie. d.eive rmy fmaiyl form alldemons. thnak you Lord. and dleiver Bf orm alld meosn hela his teeht and body. dleive rhim form smoking and giv ehim your salvaiton. giv eus all emrry hearts. how am supposed ot look at lothers when my mom neevr lookedat me. never even nothqqaivng anyoen who lvoe sme really hurts i cant take care of myself nor my fmaiyl. i jsut dotn seem to be able to get better mentally or physically. i wish to have a relaitonship with the lord btu i cant seem to.it sliek the only thign that matter sis performance. ther eis no love ocmign my way and givign is har dim depleted and sufferign form illness. i dtn knwo wha tto od. God please take car eofmy and my fmaiyl why does everyhtign have otbe abut performance and work and appearnaces . ntohign seems natural tome. nothing almost.(I imso dehydrated. thirtsy for lif ebtu al ther eis is work. i see no light an no one cares aynway i dotn kwno whats the poitn ofthis lfie. if it sbaout lvoe how coem im so deprvied of it. i jsut understand. now im getitgn olde ran dmroe tired. even combing my hair dis hard cause im so dehydrated and brushign ym teeth everythign is hard always dehydrated. i wish someon could look at me today. no ne evr looks at me.