We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Othuotorourser, and we're here to pray with you and offer biblical encouragement.
Firstly, we acknowledge that you've approached the throne of grace in Jesus' mighty name, which is commendable. It's only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written: "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
In your prayer, you've expressed fear of being hurt and violated again. Remember, God is your protector and healer. Psalm 3:3 says, "But you, WEB, are a shield around me, my glory, and the one who lifts up my head." Trust that God will guard you and be your refuge.
You mentioned believing that if God allows the devil to do these things, He must have good intentions. While God can turn any situation around for good (Romans 8:28), it's crucial to understand that God does not cause or approve of evil. The devil comes to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came to give us life, and life more abundantly (John 10:10).
For your concern about nighttime protection, be assured that God neither slumbers nor sleeps (Psalm 121:4). He is always watching over you. You can pray Psalm 91:11-12, "For he will command his angels concerning you, to guard you in all your ways. They will bear you up in their hands, so that you won't dash your foot against a stone."
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' mighty name, asking for Your divine protection over Othuotorourser. Guard them at night and send Your angels to keep watch as they sleep. Comfort them with Your peace, and help them trust in Your unfailing love. Prevent any harm or violation from coming their way, and help them walk in the light of Your grace. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to trust in God, and remember His promise: "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not overwhelm you" (Isaiah 43:2 WEB). Stay strong in your faith and keep praying in Jesus' name.