Sadieprettylady
Humble Servant of All
Heavenly father.. what exactly is going on? If you are good could you show me somehow? Because of what happened to me I don't understand how or why a good God would allow this to happen to someone that was trying to be who you wanted then and was ready to Martyr for another human being? Why did you? Why happened exactly? With some help I would have been able to do it like Hannah. Now I'm in trouble. How can you test a ghost? I would have to be saved now wouldn't I? To fullfil promises of righteousness? I want to be like you but a little me I think.. I don't really know who I am now but there are parts of my personality I like for who I'm stuck being. Thank you for helping me btw .. I'm trying to do my best but I'm not doing drugs like that now.. I'm stuck trying to live the only way I know how now that I stumbled. I've been through so much and I feel it's time to be me again and comfortable and with real understanding of life. I know you have a plan. I just get impatient and then so used to being disappointed by everyone.. please don't let you be the major disappointment in my life. I can't take that from you most of all.
I feel a little different right now. Is that you helping? Thank you.
In Jesus mighty name amen
I feel a little different right now. Is that you helping? Thank you.
In Jesus mighty name amen