Sadieprettylady
Humble Servant of All
Heavenly father please please make me feel as though I actually exist here with a real past instead of feeling I only have this one day and it's all that matters.. y you're the only one little understand what I'm going through and what I'm asking for you to do for me. Plus I was reading that thing about don't worry because Jesus is already made a way for you so I haven't been worrying because you already made a way for me right?? Well I love you and I'm tired of this demon and I'm tired and I'm ready to meet you anytime soon. But if that's too soon for you I understand cuz it might be a little bit too soon for me too. Just please help. I know now that everything that you ever said was true I'm sorry that I ever questioned it but I don't think that's necessarily a bad thing when you don't know somebody to not trust them right away even if it is God you have to learn to trust somebody you have to earn it and learn how that person is and if they're trustworthy so I didn't mean it in any bad way.. I'm trying really hard I really am trying really really hard to get up every morning and do everything that I'm supposed to do but I don't feel like I want to be alive anymore because everything was taken for me by then they hurt me and you know what they can do and you know what it's like because you had to experience it too please send me some relief and some comfort and a little bit of my memory back please in Jesus mighty name amen. Oh and please send me a legion of angels split between me and my family to look after us God is protect us heal us etc thank you Father God im Jesus my name