Sadieprettylady
Humble Servant of All
Heavenly father please please if you don't want to help me and pull me out of this pit then keep reminding me who you are to me and that you are real. I can see that you don't love me as much as I thought and no man could love me as much as I want and now I'm feeling very very unloved and uncared me.. I mean I'm not but I need someone who would give me the world and not have to keep beating the crap outta myself to earn it. This earned love is crap. I'll keep trying because I don't have a choice and now I restarting to feel like you did this for this awful reason. Last time with no questions asks you showed up to deliver me and this time it's everything to get a baby amount of freedom and you have poopooed me.. I might have blasphemy of the holy spirit.bring the spirit here so I can find the whole truth and please deliver me today so we can move forward.
In Jesus mighty name amen
In Jesus mighty name amen