Sadieprettylady
Humble Servant of All
Heavenly father please do something tonight. Don't stay angry with me for feeling so abandoned by you. I did not understand the test .. then I completely lost all interest in being a human and any idea of how to be one. Thank you for being you, wise, kind and understanding. There are things I don't understand.. for the fact that I survived through it all I think I maybe worthy of your time, I sure hope so. You made me. I wanted a life and I appreciate you taking time to make me . It wasn't all my fault I suppose but I could have done much better. Please end this suffering tonight. I'm so very tired now.. not to complain but we'll you don't owe me anything but it would be kind. I apologize for what I said about you not having mercy upon me. I was not thinking clearly. Please don't punish me so. I'm trying very hard for what all I've been through I kind of thought I was doing fair.. maybe not. In any case I'm requesting you end it tonight and get me out of here. Please do not make it a game.
In Jesus mighty name amen
In Jesus mighty name amen