Sadieprettylady
Humble Servant of All
Heavenly father please do something to push your way upon me to push past my demons. I have 2 more months and I still don't understand what is going on. I thought you were finally going to do something you haven't done yet, I'm seeking righteousness and healing. But I'm not like I used to be and at this point I don't know if it's possible for me to repent the way you want. Why didn't you allow me to just die before? I was almost there in heaven and came back down. Now I'm worried all the time. Give me a sign I will be in heaven with you one day.. right now I don't know. I remember things about you I had forgotten. These demons have more power than I ever thought they did.
Please forgive me for thinking you're evil. When you said "send her back, it's not her time" well that meant a lot to me.
Is there some way you can start bringing me back to let me know you're on my side. If I keep fighting myself and you do this anyway.. well you look at the heart and you know my heart wants to be righteous.
Then you can have all the glory because I didn't try to earn my life, you had mercy upon me and gave it back because you know who I'm trying to be but can't the way things have stood.
In Jesus mighty name amen
Please forgive me for thinking you're evil. When you said "send her back, it's not her time" well that meant a lot to me.
Is there some way you can start bringing me back to let me know you're on my side. If I keep fighting myself and you do this anyway.. well you look at the heart and you know my heart wants to be righteous.
Then you can have all the glory because I didn't try to earn my life, you had mercy upon me and gave it back because you know who I'm trying to be but can't the way things have stood.
In Jesus mighty name amen