I prayed for you. Remember to always put your trust in God and He will always help you. We all have been where you are right now, and I promise that this gets better. Just know you are not alone. You have a family and friends that love and care about you. God put you on this earth for a reason. God is always there, He always listens. Please talk to him, I promise this helps. He has saved me this way more than once. I can promise that it will get better. God has a plan. God bless you, remember it gets better!