Sadieprettylady
Humble Servant of All
Heavenly father if you can get him out please it's more important to me that he comes out of there than what I want. I know your ways are not my ways and thank God for that because I don't care for human ways. I fail everything, why do I fail everything? I don't understand myself at all. Honestly you're perfect but I am flawed.. why did you make us flawed? To see me overcome. Get him out now please. I don't know how to except love now. I don't love myself because it appears no one else ever did besides you and you're too good for me. I want love but I don't know how to except it so there must be some reason you put him in my path. I have gone through something I can never get passed on this earth. I will keep walking and working out the kinks but this is a hard love here and you knew I was so messed up already that I would except hate over love because I either don't value myself or I need everything I need from you. I can't trust anyone and Jeff honestly isn't losing sleep over me. Now that I have been through hell with you I owe you more than I could even pretend to pay and I'm still sick. What is wrong with me father? I'm damaged goods and no good to anyone really.. if I am no good to you I mist