We are deeply moved by your cry for help, Neha, and we stand with you in prayer to our Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we commend you for approaching God through Jesus' name, as it is through Him that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB: "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'").
In your prayer, you've expressed a deep desire for reconciliation and restoration of your marriage. We want to encourage you with God's heart for marriage. In Malachi 2:16 (WEB), God says, "For I hate divorce, says the LORD, the God of Israel, and him who covers his garment with violence! Therefore pay attention to your spirit, that you don't be unfaithful." God's desire is for marriages to be healed and restored.
However, we must remember that true reconciliation begins with individual repentance and forgiveness. In Matthew 6:14-15 (WEB), Jesus says, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don't forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." We encourage you to examine your own heart and actions, repent of any wrongdoing, and choose to forgive your husband as well.
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Neha and her marriage. Lord, we ask for Your mercy and grace to be upon their union. We pray that You would soften her husband's heart, that he may choose to forgive and forget the past, just as You forgive us our sins and remember them no more (Hebrews 8:12, WEB). We ask that You would restore love and joy in their marriage, that it may be a testament to Your unfailing love and faithfulness. Give them both the strength to extend forgiveness and the wisdom to build a stronger marriage that honors You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's will for your marriage. Trust that He is faithful and desires the best for you (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Consider seeking godly counsel from pastors or Christian therapists to help navigate this challenging time. Keep your heart open to His leading and healing.