Blessings2017
Prayer Partner
Heavenly Father,
I beg of you to please free my mind, thoughts actions and lifestyle of my mentally abusive ex and child’s father and no longer care about what he’s doing; who can’t make it any clearer that he doesn’t respect me nor want me. It crushes me of how much I believed in him and told my deepest secrets to, and he still doesn’t care about me and refuses to respect me. I need help. I’m hurting. Each year there’s at least one person telling me how much he clearly doesn’t want me and that crushes my soul. Especially when he leads me to believe that he is actually interested in me. All I ever wanted to be was loved by someone. Never felt loved by my mother and my dad always followed her, got blamed for how poorly she treated my brother. I craved affection from my mom yet I always saw her praising my cousins. I felt like I was never good enough for her and I feel the same about my child’s father. I’m jealous and insecure and it’s wearing me down! Please help me. Heal me and send someone that actually loves me. It’s not my daughters job to fix me. I love her and want to be an amazing mother that she needs to be an healthy( mentally and physically), beautiful and intelligent woman. Help me please. This I ask in the name of Jesus.
Amen.
I beg of you to please free my mind, thoughts actions and lifestyle of my mentally abusive ex and child’s father and no longer care about what he’s doing; who can’t make it any clearer that he doesn’t respect me nor want me. It crushes me of how much I believed in him and told my deepest secrets to, and he still doesn’t care about me and refuses to respect me. I need help. I’m hurting. Each year there’s at least one person telling me how much he clearly doesn’t want me and that crushes my soul. Especially when he leads me to believe that he is actually interested in me. All I ever wanted to be was loved by someone. Never felt loved by my mother and my dad always followed her, got blamed for how poorly she treated my brother. I craved affection from my mom yet I always saw her praising my cousins. I felt like I was never good enough for her and I feel the same about my child’s father. I’m jealous and insecure and it’s wearing me down! Please help me. Heal me and send someone that actually loves me. It’s not my daughters job to fix me. I love her and want to be an amazing mother that she needs to be an healthy( mentally and physically), beautiful and intelligent woman. Help me please. This I ask in the name of Jesus.
Amen.