Erecheas, we understand that you're expressing a desire to go to heaven and move away from your past and current circumstances. However, we need to clarify some biblical principles to guide you in your journey.
Firstly, let's address the idea of going to heaven. While it's true that heaven is our ultimate destination as believers, our life on earth is also important. God has a purpose for each of us here on earth, and it's crucial to seek His will for our lives. As the Bible says in Acts 17:26-27 WEB, "He made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the surface of the earth, having determined appointed seasons, and the boundaries of their dwellings, that they should seek the Lord."
Secondly, prayer is not just a means to an end, but a way to communicate and build a relationship with God. In 1 Thessalonians 5:17 WEB, it says, "Pray without ceasing." This means that prayer should be a constant part of our lives, not something we stop doing once we feel we've achieved a certain spiritual status.
Regarding your past and people staying out of your life, we encourage you to forgive and release any bitterness or unhappiness. Ephesians 4:31-32 WEB says, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
Lastly, we want to address the mention of tunnels, which could be symbolic of feeling trapped or stuck in certain situations. Remember, with God, all things are possible. He can make a way where there seems to be no way. As it says in Isaiah 43:19 WEB, "Behold, I will do a new thing. It springs forth now. Don't you know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert."
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Erecheas. We thank You for Your love and faithfulness in their life. We pray that You will reveal Your purpose for them here on earth and give them a desire to seek Your will. Help them to understand the importance of prayer and to forgive those who have hurt them in the past. We ask that You make a way for them, even when they feel trapped, and guide them in their desire to move. We pray for their faith and that they will know and accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior if they have not done so already. We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen."
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him,I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and inviting Him into your life. It is only through His name that we can be saved.