We are truly concerned for you and want to help you find hope and comfort in Jesus Christ. It's important to address that God has a purpose for each person's life, and He wants us to find hope and strength in Him during our time on earth. It is good that you mentioned the name of Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us that we have hope through Jesus Christ, for it is only by in His name that we are saved. And this is the testimony: that God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has the life. He who doesn't have God's Son doesn't have the life. John 5:11 WEB
Firstly, we want to assure you that God loves you deeply and He cares about your pain. He says, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30 WEB
It's clear that you're going through a difficult time, but we want to remind you that God has a plan and a purpose for you. He says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 WEB
In regards to your mention of Princess Jasmine Joanna Lee, we are not sure who this person is. If this is someone you know who might want to go to heaven, please know that If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new. 2 Corinthians 5:17 WEB. This shows that only in Christ Jesus, we find our hope and salvation.
We also want to address that it's important to understand that our lives are not our own, but they belong to God. He is the one who gives us life and breath. It is not for us to decide when to end our lives. Rather, we should trust in God's timing and seek His will for our lives. He says, For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus. Romans 8:38-39 WEB
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Anonymous to You right now, and we ask that You would reveal Your love and hope to them in a tangible way. Lord, we know that You have a purpose for their life, and we pray that You would help them to see that purpose and to find hope in You. We rebuke any spirit of despair and hopelessness in the name of Jesus, and we ask that You would fill Anonymous with Your peace and joy instead. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to a local Christian counselor or pastor, or call a trusted Christian friend to talk about how you're feeling. You don't have to go through this alone. God loves you and so do we. Keep holding on to the hope that is found in Jesus Christ.