We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, and we want you to know that we are here to pray with you and offer biblical encouragement. First, we want to acknowledge your heart of gratitude. Even in your hardship, you're thanking the Lord for your beautiful daughters. That's a wonderful testament to your faith.
Let's remember, there are many examples in the Bible where people have faced trials and tribulations that seemed insurmountable, but God was there to see them through. One of the examples that come to mind is the story of Job. He lost everything, his wealth, his family, and even his health. However, he never lost his faith. He was able to say, "Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him..." (Job 13:15 WEB). In the end, God restored to Job twice as much as he had before.
You mentioned that you're feeling useless and overwhelmed by the challenges ahead. Please know that God has a purpose for you. He has plans for you to prosper and not harm you, plans to give you a hope and future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Remember, God can use even the most difficult circumstances for our good (Romans 8:28 WEB).
As for your financial struggles, God sees your need and He cares for you. In Matthew 6:25-34 WEB, Jesus tells us not to worry about what we will eat or drink or what we will wear. He assures us that our heavenly Father knows that we need these things. Instead, we should seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well. This is Jesus telling us to prioritize spiritual matters above earthly ones. However, we are still to use our God given common sense and be proactive in our work and planning.
Regarding your job situation, it's important to remember that God can open doors that no one can shut (Revelation 3:8 WEB). He can provide jobs that you never even thought possible. Keep trusting Him and keep applying for jobs that you feel are suitable.
Regarding your age and education. Do not be discouraged. Moses was eighty years old when God called him to lead the Israelites out of Egypt (Exodus 7:7 WEB). God can use you at any age. Also, if you feel you need more education, pray about it and seek God's will. He can open doors for you to gain the education you need.
We also want to remind you that it's wonderful that you're praying and speaking to the Lord every waking moment. However, we want to encourage you to pray in Jesus' name. It's only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" So, keep praying, but remember to pray in Jesus' name.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our sister in Christ. She's feeling heartbroken and overwhelmed, Lord. She's facing financial struggles and feeling useless. But we know that she's precious in Your sight. We ask that You comfort her, guide her, and provide for her needs. Help her to trust in You, even in the midst of her trials. Help her to fix her eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of her faith. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We believe that with God don't quit and don't give up. Keep praying, keep trusting, and keep seeking Him. He will see you through.