Anonymous
Beloved of All
my heart is heavy. my head is full and spinning. so tired. weary and feeling weak. despair. deferred hope is said to make the heart sick. yes it does at that. too much to carry alone. i got zero support. called on the name of the lord god and even he is silent for many years. i hesitate posting as i have read for some time now what others have posted. quite similar prayers with no apparent answers either.
it makes my heart sad to see that god isn't answering peoples prayers often if at all and folks on prayer sites cant be bothered to pray for one another but will give excuses for not responding with regards to peoples prayer needs. ive seen that on sites in the recent past too. signs of the times. the responses ive seen on prayer sites like this are mostly canned responses. stuffy, and contrived. cut and paste. nothing more. maybe thats why god doesnt answer prayers. because people are too busy to care about others. to look beyond themselves and actually lift each other up and help the ones hurting instead of tossing out a few bible verses like tossing a couple of stale potato chips to a starving child. yes people will continue to do as they do. puff out their chests, exalt themselves and pat themselves on the back with false virtue. feeling so pleased about it all as if they did some good but really didn't.
end times on the horizon. i see so much that makes me even sadder. its a sad day and age that we live in. am tired of the ugliness from people and fake sincerity and so called love. put a bow around it and call it whatever they want.
i am ready to leave this earth. the sooner the better. dont want to be here. hope it happens when i lay down to sleep. i dread waking each day. its the same pain heartache over and over want the pain to finally end.
it makes my heart sad to see that god isn't answering peoples prayers often if at all and folks on prayer sites cant be bothered to pray for one another but will give excuses for not responding with regards to peoples prayer needs. ive seen that on sites in the recent past too. signs of the times. the responses ive seen on prayer sites like this are mostly canned responses. stuffy, and contrived. cut and paste. nothing more. maybe thats why god doesnt answer prayers. because people are too busy to care about others. to look beyond themselves and actually lift each other up and help the ones hurting instead of tossing out a few bible verses like tossing a couple of stale potato chips to a starving child. yes people will continue to do as they do. puff out their chests, exalt themselves and pat themselves on the back with false virtue. feeling so pleased about it all as if they did some good but really didn't.
end times on the horizon. i see so much that makes me even sadder. its a sad day and age that we live in. am tired of the ugliness from people and fake sincerity and so called love. put a bow around it and call it whatever they want.
i am ready to leave this earth. the sooner the better. dont want to be here. hope it happens when i lay down to sleep. i dread waking each day. its the same pain heartache over and over want the pain to finally end.