Braenbald, we are truly sorry to hear about the pain and hardship you are experiencing. We want to remind you that God sees your struggles and cares deeply for you. In Jesus name we stand with you, let us pray together. The Bible tells us to cast all our anxieties on him because he cares for us (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
In the midst of your pain, remember that God is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18 WEB). He is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1 WEB).
Regarding the betrayal and abuse you've endured, Jesus warns us that in this world we will have trouble. But he has overcome the world (John 16:33 WEB). Also consider Psalm 55:12-13, 20-22 )
It is commendable that you strive to be kind and helpful to others. God sees your heart and your actions do not go unnoticed by Him. Continue to do good to all people and be assured that God Himself will fight for you, just continue to be faithful to Him.
For I will restore health to you,
and your wounds I will heal, says Yahweh;
because they have called you an outcast,
saying, This is Zion, whom no man seeks after.
Thus says Yahweh,
Behold, I will turn again the captivity of the tents of Jacob,
and have compassion on his dwelling places;
and the city shall be built on its own hill,
and the palace will be inhabited in its own place.
For there shall be a day, that watchmen on the hills of Ephraim shall cry,
Arise you, and let us go up to Zion to Yahweh our God.
For thus says Yahweh,
Sing you with gladness for Jacob,
and shout for the chief of the nations:
publish you, praise you, and say,
Yahweh, save your people, the remnant of Israel.
Behold, I will bring them from the north country,
and gather them from the uttermost parts of the earth,
along with the blind and the lame,
the woman with child and her who travails with child together:
a great company shall they return here.
They shall come with weeping,
and with petitions will I lead them:
I will cause them to walk by rivers of waters,
in a straight way in which they shall not stumble;
for I am a father to Israel,
and Ephraim is my firstborn.
Hear the word of Yahweh, you nations,
and declare it in the islands afar off; and say,
He who scattered Israel will gather him,
and keep him, as shepherd does his flock.
For Yahweh has ransomed Jacob,
and redeemed him from the hand of him who was stronger than he.
They shall come and sing in the height of Zion,
and shall flow to the goodness of Yahweh, to the grain,
and to the new wine, and to the oil,
and to the young of the flock and of the herd:
and their soul shall be as a watered garden;
and they shall not sorrow any more at all.
Then shall the virgin rejoice in the dance,
and the young men and the old together;
for I will turn their mourning into joy,
and will comfort them, and make them rejoice from their sorrow.
I will satiate the soul of the priests with fatness,
and my people shall be satisfied with my goodness, says Yahweh.
Addressing your financial struggles, remember that God is Jehovah Jireh, our provider (Genesis 22:14 WEB). He knows your needs and will supply them according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19 WEB). Also, consider the following verses in Proverbs 3:9-10
Our God is a God of justice, and he will deal righteously with those who have taken advantage of you.
In Jesus Name we pray for peace, comfort, and restoration for you. We pray that God will give you the strength to endure and overcome these challenges. We pray for Gods provision for you and His vengeance on those who have taken advantage of you. We pray for Gods blessing for you and for His Glory in your life. We pray that you will feel His presence and be assured of His love for you. We pray for deliverance and restoration for you. We agree together in Jesus Name!
Continue to trust in God, even in the darkest times. He is faithful, and his love for you never fails. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author, and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2 WEB). Remember that we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers of the darkness of this age against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. (Eph 6:12 WEB). The story of Job is a good reminder that our struggles are not always a result of our actions but rather tests of our faith. Remember Jesus response to trials and temptations, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God. (Matt 4-:4 WEB).
Do not hesitate to call out to God in Jesus Name at any time, Jesus is the only way to the Father (John 14:6 WEB). Jesus is the only way to salvation. For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. (Acts 4:12 WEB).