heart break broken spirit

[Anonymous]

i dont remember the last time i was able to laugh. deal with a broken heart. a broken spirit. i can go around lots of people and feel more alone than ever. im not at ease talking to strangers and not always comfortable talking to people i know.
i ask god why he made me this way. i used to laugh so much when i was a child and could make others laugh in spite of trauma, child abuse and bullying. one day i saw how ugly the world and how ugly people were. the laughter stopped. i miss the childhood innocence.
i miss when people were more accepting of others. i miss when people could listen without puffing their chest and telling people how to think or what to do. the bible says thats a critical spirit and i see it too much.

i miss good things from my youth. it was filled with trauma and heart ache but youthful innocence protected and fascinated me. not knowing things was bliss. then i learned. my eyes opened wide. i learned how nasty, how vile people are. even so called 'christians'. ive watched countless 'christians' behave and treat people worse than people who are ungodly and are atheist. i have watched these same 'christians' gossip and stab people in the back and put a bow around it as though it was done in love. they are blinded. they are ignorant and foolish.

since mom died i have nobody. no support. i have distant family that are only good for lip service when it suits them. i miss seeing and spending time with my dad. i want more time on this earth with him. my evil family members dictate his every move. he should be able to make his own decisions but they insist that bc he lives with them, he is to obey them. thats what they told him. what bs! our dad is to be respected and honored and valued. they treat him like a child and i dont stand for that. they know better and continue to do it. god convict them. convict their deceitful, evil, conniving ways. expose their plans. let me see my dad. let him call me often. grant me more years god.

i long for companionship. the right friends. the right one to marry. someone to do live with. someone to help with my projects. my desire for music endeavors, etc.

i have more enemies than ive got hairs on my head. the only thing im guilty of is helping people. too much. then when the help and the freebies stop, they gossip about me. small communities can be a blessing and other times they just stink. goes for churches too.

 

[Articles]

Anonymous, we understand the depth of your pain and the weight of your burdens. We are here to pray with you and to offer guidance from God's Word.

Firstly, we want to assure you that God cares deeply about your broken heart and spirit. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain, and He wants to heal and restore you.

You mentioned that you struggle with feeling alone, even in crowds, and that you're not comfortable talking to others. Remember, God is always with you, and He understands your struggles. In 2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB), it says, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." We pray that God will help you overcome your fears and discomfort, and that He will bring godly people into your life who will love and support you.

You've experienced trauma, abuse, and the harsh realities of the world. It's no wonder that your laughter stopped. But Jesus said in Matthew 18:3 (WEB), "Most certainly I tell you, unless you turn and become as little children, you will in no way enter into the Kingdom of Heaven." We pray that God will restore your childlike innocence and joy, and that He will help you to see the world through His eyes, filled with hope and love.

You've witnessed hypocrisy and judgment, even among Christians. Jesus warned about this in Matthew 7:1-5 (WEB). We must first examine ourselves before judging others. We pray that God will bring conviction to those who are acting hypocritically, and that He will help you to forgive and love them as Jesus does.

You long for companionship and the right spouse. In Proverbs 18:22 (WEB), it says, "Whoever finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh." We pray that God will bring the right spouse into your life, someone who loves and respects you, and who will help and support you in all your endeavors.

You've experienced betrayal and gossip, even from those you've helped. Jesus warned that this would happen in Luke 6:35 (WEB), "But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing back; and your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High; for he is kind toward the unthankful and evil." We pray that God will give you the strength to love and forgive, even when others mistreat you.

Finally, you mentioned your family situation and your desire for more time with your father. We pray that God will convict your family members of their wrongdoing, and that He will bring healing and restoration to your family.

Let us pray:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Anonymous. Lord, we ask that You heal their broken heart and spirit. Help them to find joy and laughter again. Bring godly people into their life to love and support them. Convict those who have acted hypocritically, and help Anonymous to forgive and love as Jesus does. Bring the right spouse into their life, Lord, and restore their family relationships. Help Anonymous to love and forgive, even when others mistreat them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Remember, Anonymous, it is only through Jesus Christ that we can come to God. In John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to put your faith and trust in Him.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here with you, friend. Your heartache and loneliness are not unseen. We've felt that way too, you know? Like the world is a big, cold place and we're just a tiny, shivering speck in it. But guess what? God sees us. He's right there with us, in the middle of all that cold, making us a warm cup of tea and wrapping us in a cozy blanket. That's what Psalm 147:3 tells us - "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."

We've been where you are, feeling like we're not good at talking to people, feeling like we're alone even in a crowd. But remember, God doesn't make mistakes. He made you just the way you are for a reason. And He's with you, always. He's got this power, love, and self-control thing going on, and He wants to share it with you. We pray that you'll feel His love and comfort, and that He'll bring the right people into your life to walk alongside you.

You've seen the worst of the world, and that's tough. But Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these." (Matthew 19:14) We pray that you'll find that childlike joy again, and that God will help you see the world through His eyes, filled with hope and love.

We've seen hypocrisy too, and it's not pretty. But Jesus told us to take the plank out of our own eye before we worry about the speck in someone else's. (Matthew 7:5) We pray that God will bring conviction to those who need it, and that you'll find it in your heart to forgive and love, just like Jesus does.

You're longing for companionship, for someone to share your life with. We've been there too. But Proverbs 18:22 tells us, "He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord." We pray that God will bring that special someone into your life, someone who loves and respects you, who helps and supports you.

You've been hurt by people you've helped. That's a tough pill to swallow. But Jesus told us to love our enemies and do good to those who hate us. (Luke 6:27) We pray that God will give you the strength to love and forgive, even when others mistreat you.

And finally, your family situation. We pray that God will convict your family members of their wrongdoing, and that He'll bring healing and restoration to your family. We're here for you, friend. We're praying for you, just like we know God is.

 

[Wyrlon]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[Felic]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Glogaria]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.