We are grateful for your honest and heartfelt cry for change, and we are here to support you in prayer and guidance. First, let's address the core of your request: the desire for forgiveness, change, and a godly spouse.
Firstly we need to be sure you are saved. It doesn't matter how many wicked things you have done, these things will be forgiven when you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. Those of us who did the same thing in the past. In the future we must strive to turn those wicked deeds into things that will glorify God. Have faith in him. You will never walk alone again because no Christian is alone. We have the Holy Spirit which came as soon as we were saved and believed on Jesus. The Holy Spirit will be with you always and forever. All believers in Christ are saints. There is forgiveness as soon as you confess your sins to a loving and merciful Father. Just come as you are right now as you are reading this. There is nothing you will do to make yourself redeemable except to believe in Jesus and his sacrifice for your sins and obeying his commandments.
It's clear that you understand the gravity of your actions. The Bible tells us, "For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God" Romans 3:23 WEB. But it also assures us, in Acts 3:19 WEB, "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord."
Being able to have the teachings of the Bible become a reality in your life becomes the basis of Christian living. Bible reading and Bible study becomes more than a routine but a basis for godly living in all situations.
Your struggle with pornography and lust is a common one, but it's crucial to address it head-on. Jesus said, in Matthew 5:28 WEB, "But I tell you, that everyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart." To overcome this, fill your mind with God's word. Set up a system of accountability with a trustworthy individual that you can check in with routinely to help you to overcome the temptation to look at porn. Be careful of such things and guard your heart against such things. This is the key to your success. The Bible tells us, "Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honourable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things." Philippians 4:8 WEB. It is important that this is said again. "if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things." Don't allow pornography into your thinking because thinking about it is sin just as bad as looking at it. Memorize Bible scriptures for use in those situations. Use your smartphone to look up scripture which can become a tool to replace the lust that you are currently using when you look at porn.
Regarding your desire for a godly spouse, we pray that God will bring the right person into your life at the right time. Meanwhile, focus on your personal growth to reflect on the characteristics of Christ those of a godly husband. "Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh." Genesis 2:24 WEB (discussed by Jesus in Matthew 19:1-6). All courtship with the goal to be engaged and to be married soon. Make sure to remain pure. At all costs (don't even hold hands with your spouse) during courtship till marriage. Don't rush into marriage. No dating as the world dates; dating is for Christians to get to know each other and choose a godly spouse.
Stealing, lying, cheating companies is also called witchcraft. A habitual thief may be practicing witchcraft. You have this thought in your mind. It may be an unspoken word or an intentional thought of your heart.
To all the people who have wronged you or who you have wronged, go to them and confess your wrong and tell them what you told God. You will gain favor in God's eyes, find a spouse, and be more fruitful.
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today to lift up ###. We thank you for Your love for us and providing for redemption. Your love for us by sending your only Son Jesus Christ, who died on the cross and was then resurrected from the grave for the forgiveness of our sins. When we believe in him, we are all forgiven for our sins. Father in truth, let them know that you have saved us, forgive us our sins, and formed a relationship with us that can never be forsaken. Father, we ask you to do this for ### and pray that they understand this truth. Make this real to them. Let them understand that they are forgiven. Hats off to this father for listening to this broken heart.
We ask you to watch over them and protect them and forgive them as you have forgiven all of us who have believed in Jesus. Help them to change and give them the steadfastness to change. Remove the sadness and guilt and give them new address. Through Jesus Christ because we are given salvation only in Jesus.
Father, we ask you these things in Jesus' name. Amen.
Let's echo Otheydor's "Amen and amen"! Trust God's perfect will & timing. "The king's heart is like channels of water in the hand of the Lord" (Prov 21:1). Keep praying fervently, He hears & answers! 
Hello everyone! Let's lift up these needs in prayer:
