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I pray for great health I pray for a new home I pray for a new car I pray for a new job I feel as if I’m under attack by my neighbors brother I think he is he sits by the wall listening to me and I could be walking not thinking or worry of him he would be moving around I don’t think he likes me he was looking through the wall before as if he noticed something I felt afraid even when I was standing by my closet door he started listening I touched the closet door then I had walked out he’s crazy he made my nose feel some type of way too and he was just making me feel bad about myself I pray that I get back to myself and heal I pray for a new home because I don’t like the home I’m staying in I stopped caring about myself I had stopped getting dressed up fixing my hair doing everything it was bad I pray for strength and healing I feel like women at my last job didn’t like me I used to talk down on people a lot even when I was working I had issues with the bus drivers they didn’t like me one guy wouldn’t let me on the bus he had drove right past me I pray to heal and get back to myself I pray for brighter days I pray to stop arguing with people and getting upset with them and just learn to end it and walk away some people are not worth speaking to I asked one of the guys to help me at Walgreens and my spirit had already felt like he was not the guy to approach I pray to heal from sadness and anxiety and depression I pray to heal from suicidal thoughts I pray to not want to kill others or myself I pray for brighter days I pray to forgive myself for being mean I pray for healing I was arguing with a bunch of people when I was sitting out in the hallway I was arguing with some man I don’t think he likes me he used to stare at my back when I would be sitting down I could feel him a lot of people was doing that now I know that they were probably wondering what was going on with me and why was I sitting in the hallway I hated my house for some Time now I hated it I pray for a new home I don’t want to sleep in my brothers bed I want my own bed I want to wake and feel free to do whatever it is that I want to do inside of my own house I want to be able to cook and relax I don’t feel comfortable cooking here or eating I do eat but I rush when I eat I rush when I speak I rush when I walk it’s like something had gotten inside of me when I had said I wanted my mother and her bf to die it’s like a spirit or a demon or something got inside of me my words felt strange my mind felt strange so did my legs and my toes I felt lost and stressed out I was all over the place I was sad I wanted to kill myself because of how I was feeling when I was staying at my aunt house I was taking a lot of vitamins because I was so sad and depressed My body felt weird I didn’t look or feel like myself and I would be stressed out inside of that room I wouldn’t come out the room to watch tv so often I wanted to be able to do that at my own home I didn’t want to live with nobody else I barely had income Or a phone to use I was trying to apply for jobs at Jewish locations I was all over the place I worked at bed bath and beyond but I felt like it was too soon and that maybe it wasn’t the right choice for me I chosen to work there to soon I was desperate to find a job and desperate to work just like with my uncle I was desperate to have another home to stay at I felt strange living inside of the building and used him so I could try to heal and get myself together it didn’t work out well he would talk a lot when I would be trying to fall asleep and get ready for bed he started acting strange because I had my legs crossed and was getting ready to get up and throw something in the garbage then he quickly grabbed it from me and threw in the garbage then he kicked Me out he said when his anxiety get bad he like to have the house to himself and I feel like he saw me when I was getting off of the bus one day he was in the car driving with somebody and he stuck his arm out as if he was this person then when I would Walk he would walk really close towards me as if he was trying to make me feel some sort of way he was watching me when I was at his house he told His mother that I had used the bathroom on myself I didn’t like that I felt like he was trying to tear me down and trying to make me feel or admit to the Things I’ve done and trying to make me take accountability I never used to urine on myself until I started feeling guilty for wishing death on my mother and her bf I felt guilty and felt as if I was going To die next or be locked up I thought the cops was going to come and lock me up once they found out that I had something To do with his death I wanted to kill myself I was ashamed I felt bad I felt guilty I felt nervous I didn’t feel like myself at all I hated myself I wanted to jump off a bridge I was suicidal and felt a mess I still do feel terrible I don’t look like myself I was stressed out over past friendships too and being around females who really weren’t my friends they was tired of me being drunk I felt like they were not my speed of friends to be around I felt like they weren’t my cup Of tea they was ghetto well some of them I don’t judge because I come from the ghetto but I have self control dignity I pray that I get back to myself and heal I pray to lose weight I’m overweight but I don’t feel ok I try to workout I pray that I can start taking better care of my health and workout more I Pray for peace love and happiness I pray for a new car I pray for a new iPhone I want to work but I just feel as if my health is not good ever since I was working at my first job I felt unhealthy I had issues with my hands ever since back then my hands would be cold and burn I didn’t Feel like myself at all I had psoriasis over my entire body my skin was breaking out I was trying To drink water it was working a little bit I would cut off all my hair I felt like I was stressed out and just wanted a fresh start I hated the person I was I was messing with a guy who had called me bi polar he had told me to stop cursing when we were out to eat at dinner and I just said one curse word he was a little older then me I didn’t really like him I dated him to get back at my ex because he used to cheat and my ex was upset he said did my mother know about him and that he was too old for me he was too old for me and I didn’t like him I felt like I was using him for company and to get over my ex but he started posting other women as his wcw on instagram it was awful I felt like women I knew had turned against me when they had found out that I was dating him some women would treat me better I had issues with him he was texting my best friend after we had broken up and he would always comment under her Pics I don’t know what that was about I don’t talk to him anymore he was writing under another girls picture and I just felt like I couldn’t be with anymore I don’t want to be with someone that likes my best friend and treats her better or the same as he treats me not saying nothing is wrong with that but I just felt as if he was wrong for what he had done then he started subtweeting me on social media and he had put when you choose the wrong friend then he was commenting under her Pictures trying to go on dates with her and she insisted and didn’t put a stop to it and kept entertaining him she never reached out to me afterwards neither she used to live down the block from me never not once came to visit me and she knew I was upset she knew I had distanced myself and she never had came to check in on me I felt like she stopped messing with me like that then I felt like she was acting different at the baby shower and she barely stayed there she just kept acting like she was better than people than I saw her at the grocery store she was better me and her was talking and walking she’s ok now but I still feel upset with what she had did to me she didn’t even invite me anywhere with her I didn’t work or have a job I was stressed out and depressed for years until it started to affect my body my soul my spirit I’m not the same she was the one who told me that I didn’t seem happy or was acting like myself she wanted me to hit her up she defended me when one of my other friends tried to leave me in the car when I was drunk I felt as if something was wrong with my friend wanting to leave me in a party while I was drunk liquor used to tear me up I would be drunk quick I hated myself for getting drunk so fast I didn’t want to kill myself or die but I felt as if the pain was too severe I pray that I can heal completely something is up With my nerves my mind my brain my thoughts my knees my back something don’t feel right I feel as if I don’t have control over my own Life or body I forget to do things my hands dont Feel normal I feel weak tired and stressed out I want to heal and get back to myself I used to be afraid of people I want to heal and grow and not be afraid of anybody I want for my life to be better I want to get away from this man next door he’s obsessed with following me around the house it was so bad that I would be on the floor I felt awful I felt Like he knew where I was at inside of the house and he would leave out the room when he heard noise and he would move around a lot he was doing something to my face and my teeth and my Lips I don’t think he thinks I’m real or human I think his brother told him something bad about me he thinks he’s the coolest man on the block as if he owns this building I see him when he’s walking he take his time and do his own thing I just pray for healing and to not be afraid of anybody I used to see people watching me when I would be walking some boy who used to live down the hallway he would watch me and he would walk really fast behind me I felt as if he knew something about me and just didn’t like me he seemed mad like he was upset when I was walking down the street he had gotten out of the car but I felt bad vibes with him I feel that way of a lot of people today some lady was looking at me when I was walking down the street I felt it and I didn’t like it I pray for healing and for better Days I pray for strength and protection some folks are weird I pray for my life to change and for my life to be better I don’t like certain people I want to heal and get back to myself I should have never stayed with my aunt I should have worked and found a Job but I needed a place to stay because my mother was beating me and trying to ruin my existence she’s not the same person she used to be she was suicidal and told me she was going to crash the car with me inside I wanted to get away from her me and her used to always argue I felt as if she was a terrible woman I wanted to get away from her I would argue with her and my cousin I was sad and depressed I was all over the place I didn’t like myself at all I didn’t like my mother I felt like she was trying to get me To ride with her she seemed worried about me before this was years ago because I would be standing outside a lot by the hospital I was not happy I didn’t have a job or anything to do and I would just stand by the hospital a lot she would ride past me and blow her horn and stare at me I wanted to do better I wanted my own apartment and my own car I hated people I just pray that things get better for me and that I learn To heal there’s a lot of toxic people out there I pray for my teeth to go back to normal I haven’t brushed them in a long time I try to brush them but I just can’t seem to do it everyday I used to have pretty white teeth I started taking better care of them when I had 14 cavities and I had to get a root canal I should of kept going and kept taking care of myself it’s like I gave up on myself I don’t want God to be finished with me I want him to give me back my good health give me back my life bring back joy bring back my soul and my spirit I pray for my relationship to be better with the man I’m dating he told me that he wants to have more than one wife I want to be him but I don’t want him to marry anyone else I pray that we can get through this rough situation and that God can change his mind and make him want to be one married committed man I want a husband and a family I pray that it works out I pray for brighter days I pray for healing from all of my past sins I pray for my father to heal from mental Illness
