Othaireurron
Prayer Warrior
I pray for great health a new home a new iPhone a new job I pray for a new car I pray for my nerves to heal I pray to heal from my past I used to walk around a lot and I would always ask of people to use their cell phones because I didn’t have one I was just catching buses all over the place I just pray that things get better for me I used to use the bathroom on myself too I couldn’t hold it was really bad bus drivers used to look at me as if they knew something wasn’t right with me not all but one woman who was driving the bus she let me get on the bus I was traveling to a town I didn’t even know I felt like I was surrounding by a bunch of people I didn’t like or know the buses used to be packed I guess I just wanted to be outside so I would catch buses to different towns just to be around people then when it would be time for me to go to sleep I would just go to the hospital the hospital didn’t always know what to do I would speak with a therapist one nurse said i had anxiety and she gave me a blanket and told me to relax I felt as if she cared and wanted me to be better when I was working at a farmers market I had issues with the manager she helped me find a job but I felt like she didn’t like me anymore because I had quit I couldn’t stand up on the register when I was working and she had told me to take a Tylenol I just wanted to lay down the pain was so bad she was even more upset when a customer announced to her how I was standing on the register I was sweating and felt like I was about to fall out if I kept standing up I kept bending over she got mad at me and stepped on the register I showed up the next day I felt as if the energy wasn’t so bad but i felt as if something was not right then she said to me that the lady I was talking to one of the supervisors she had said that I had to listen to her she did or said something and it made me very uncomfortable I walked past her I didn’t listen
To her I wasn’t myself working at that job I also got into it with another one of the workers she told me that she didnt like the way that I was working so she wanted to do things her way and I was new working there I still was training and she was judging me I felt like I was not myself working at any job I was working I had issues with workers and didn’t like nobody I used to worry about people way too much I pray for better days and for healing I would catch the bus to wherever I had to go and I didn’t like that this one woman was trying to tell me what to do when I was working with her I didn’t know what her problem was I pray that I gain confidence and be strong and bold every job I had besides the job working at Garden state mall was bad jobs that didn’t pay me much I worked at the mall and was making 9.75 an hr and my paycheck was almost 500 dollars and I barely worked long hrs that was really good I pray to get back to myself and be stronger and heal and to stay away from jealous people even when I would get on the bus I felt negative energy from
These little young girls they was laughing at me because I almost fell when I had got
Off the bus I pray for healing the buses used to stress me out I used to catch the bus all the time I would get on the transit bus and just be up there with no where to go I would be sick wanting to be better I wouldn’t have clean clothes on i would have on the same clothes and just jump up on the bus I just want to heal and forgive myself to never be that way again it was very bad some people wanted to help me it was that bad at least there was some good people who actually cared a pastor came out of a church when he saw me sitting down I had used the bathroom on myself and didn’t have any money to get home so I sat on the staircase the entire night I told him that I didn’t like the neighbors at my aunts house that lived upstairs from her and he prayed for me he told me to go home and to be safe he was very nice he saw me another day and gave me his food he had Spanish food and he gave it to me another girl helped me when I had used the bathroom on myself she gave me new clothes to put on and asked me if I wanted to have a cab home and that she would pay for it this was in my hometown there’s some good people out there some other people just act terrible I pray for a new home to move to so I can relax and be at peace I pray to move out of the building that I live in I hate it I don’t like it and would like to move I wanted to move years ago I tried working but the jobs I was working at wasn’t paying me enough I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I went to the hospital one time and they gave me Tylenol and that was it and I had traveled so far it was very bad I felt as if they were talking about me they was just staring at me and saying things amongst themselves I hated it I felt like I wasted my time I felt
Like I wasn’t comfortable at my aunts house her neighbors used to make a lot of noise coming from upstairs and I felt like the grandmother and the grandfather was being extra sneaky and careful they wouldn’t speak and he used to speak but he stopped speaking I felt like one of the Hispanic guys didn’t like me I didn’t know why he said I be on the porch a lot it wasn’t much for me to do and I would be on the porch all the time my cousin wouldn’t sit out on the porch with me my other cousin would do his own thing he was pressed or cared for people driving their cars he’s a smart guy I just pray that he gets better he said his knees be bothering him I pray that he gets stronger and healthier so he can actually work and make real money and have his own place he don’t get out much he said he dont
Like people I understand that but he needs to go out sometime but he’s handling himself well he always treated me fair when I stayed by his house I pray for brighter days I pray for healing
I pray that I get back to myself I pray for a new home so I can relax and be at peace and not have to stress or worry of this world the park is not a place I should be all day it’s grass out there bugs all type of things the home is safe clean it should be it’s safer than being out on the streets I pray that I get myself together and have a nice home I would love to work I don’t know if I could stand up all day I have flat feet so I sit and lay down a lot I get tired quickly my feet are very painful I pray that my feet be restored and healed I pray for happiness and healing I pray I get back to myself and stop stressing over my past and start singing again I feel like my voice changed as if it’s not the same I wasn’t myself for a long time I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I miss the spirit I had and how happy I was at times when I used to pray I know God healed me from a lot of things I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I let my mother make me suicidal her and well my brother didn’t make me feel suicidal I feel as if he didn’t care about me or really like me he would walk behind me a lot when I would walk I was walking down the street and he was behind me and I saw a guy stare at him to see what he was doing I pray for healing from how he would treat me I never went through anything like that with anybody else he was very toxic I pray to get healthier stronger more fit more energetic and just an overall happier woman I was down a lot very anxious depressed and just sad I was inside of a mental hospital in summit nj and the people weren’t that bad but I felt depressed like I couldn’t even be happy I was very sad I was showering but I would eat inside of the room I spoken with people but I felt like I was forcing myself to talk and it felt awkward and I had a conversation with one girl I would speak and sit with her all the time but she ended up going home before me I pray I get back to myself and heal I pray that I forgive myself for wishing death on my mother and her bf I couldn’t stand them I would be so upset so angry I would sleep on the floor I was very out of shape very unhealthy I had scoliosis I never knew until a couple of months after the chiropractor sent me to get a test done and I had mild scoliosis and he said my feet were flat that was one of the worst feelings to go to a doctor and have so many sicknesses I felt sad and weak I don’t want to die I want to live I’m still young I didn’t get a chance to actually live out my 20s I was so stressed out had bad family relationships it was terrible barely had money to eat and would spend it all at once I had to eat I used to be starving I don’t even remember where I get money from but I had it I pray for healing I was dating a man I met at the supermarket and he was dating another blonde haired woman she was older than me he wanted me to work and to take care of myself but I would never find work that payed me well I was so stressed and worried I pray that I find a job that suites me well I pray to start my own business one day I pray to become a model I pray to get back to dancing and singing I pray for healing from my past from living with my aunt I pray to protect myself more often and to not be worried or stressed over people I pray for my health to be better my nerves are not as I would want to be I don’t feel as if my fingers are good they work but the nerves in them feels bad I pray that things be better the neurologist told me I had a punch nerve inside of my hands I pray that it can be cured I pray that I can forgive myself for talking bad about my mother to my aunt and to my father and other people I felt as if she was a very toxic woman and I didn’t like her I pray for healing and for better days I felt as if she would act as if it was all about her and she always had something negative to say for years shes been that way I don’t want to be around someone who’s mean all the time I want to be happy I pray for healing and for brighter days please pray for me I’m starting to feel my mind become clearer but I saw a man who was at the hospital with me and he didn’t look so good I hope he starts to do better I felt like that hospital dragged me down I didn’t like showering there or using the toilet paper I would rather shower at my own home but I wasn’t I pray for a new home and for my body to heal so I can reap the benefits of actually showering and being clean I pray for healing I pray for brighter days I pray to not be timid or afraid of my cousin she was really trying to bully me she wasn’t feeling me and would talk on the phone with her friend I felt aggravated and annoyed and didn’t like being left alone in the house with her it was very bad I pray that I get my confidence back I pray for my back to heal from mild scoliosis I pray for my neck to heal from me losing the curve in it that’s what the chiropractor had said I pray for better days I pray to come off of the injection from the program
I’m with I don’t want that medicine inside of my body it’s not doing me justice or doing anything for me I have a scar on both of my arms or just the left one from the injection the medication made me gain weight I had twitching and muscle spasms as well but I feel like that was before I started taking the medication I pray for my health to be better so I wont need medication I pray to heal from depression and anxiety I pray for my body to go back to normal I was always anxious and worried about people every morning I would walk and go to the park it was far away from home I just pray that I can heal and forgive myself I pray to start my own business making juices and cooking and making hair tutorials I pray for my hands and fingers to heal so I can get back into taking care of myself and being young smart and beautiful I lost touch with myself for a while and thought that I was crazy or disliked well not crazy but I knew I was not myself and I felt like I always would put myself down talk and think negative about myself I let my cousin step on my feet my big toe hasn’t felt the same ever since she didn’t say sorry or excuse me she just kept walking I pray for better days and that I get back to myself I pray for a new laptop I pray for a new iphone I pray for my father to heal from his mental illness I pray he gets a job or opens up his own business one day like he used to I pray for strength and healing I pray to heal from depression schizophrenia and anxiety I pray for my body to go back to normal I pray for protection from my enemiesy
To her I wasn’t myself working at that job I also got into it with another one of the workers she told me that she didnt like the way that I was working so she wanted to do things her way and I was new working there I still was training and she was judging me I felt like I was not myself working at any job I was working I had issues with workers and didn’t like nobody I used to worry about people way too much I pray for better days and for healing I would catch the bus to wherever I had to go and I didn’t like that this one woman was trying to tell me what to do when I was working with her I didn’t know what her problem was I pray that I gain confidence and be strong and bold every job I had besides the job working at Garden state mall was bad jobs that didn’t pay me much I worked at the mall and was making 9.75 an hr and my paycheck was almost 500 dollars and I barely worked long hrs that was really good I pray to get back to myself and be stronger and heal and to stay away from jealous people even when I would get on the bus I felt negative energy from
These little young girls they was laughing at me because I almost fell when I had got
Off the bus I pray for healing the buses used to stress me out I used to catch the bus all the time I would get on the transit bus and just be up there with no where to go I would be sick wanting to be better I wouldn’t have clean clothes on i would have on the same clothes and just jump up on the bus I just want to heal and forgive myself to never be that way again it was very bad some people wanted to help me it was that bad at least there was some good people who actually cared a pastor came out of a church when he saw me sitting down I had used the bathroom on myself and didn’t have any money to get home so I sat on the staircase the entire night I told him that I didn’t like the neighbors at my aunts house that lived upstairs from her and he prayed for me he told me to go home and to be safe he was very nice he saw me another day and gave me his food he had Spanish food and he gave it to me another girl helped me when I had used the bathroom on myself she gave me new clothes to put on and asked me if I wanted to have a cab home and that she would pay for it this was in my hometown there’s some good people out there some other people just act terrible I pray for a new home to move to so I can relax and be at peace I pray to move out of the building that I live in I hate it I don’t like it and would like to move I wanted to move years ago I tried working but the jobs I was working at wasn’t paying me enough I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I went to the hospital one time and they gave me Tylenol and that was it and I had traveled so far it was very bad I felt as if they were talking about me they was just staring at me and saying things amongst themselves I hated it I felt like I wasted my time I felt
Like I wasn’t comfortable at my aunts house her neighbors used to make a lot of noise coming from upstairs and I felt like the grandmother and the grandfather was being extra sneaky and careful they wouldn’t speak and he used to speak but he stopped speaking I felt like one of the Hispanic guys didn’t like me I didn’t know why he said I be on the porch a lot it wasn’t much for me to do and I would be on the porch all the time my cousin wouldn’t sit out on the porch with me my other cousin would do his own thing he was pressed or cared for people driving their cars he’s a smart guy I just pray that he gets better he said his knees be bothering him I pray that he gets stronger and healthier so he can actually work and make real money and have his own place he don’t get out much he said he dont
Like people I understand that but he needs to go out sometime but he’s handling himself well he always treated me fair when I stayed by his house I pray for brighter days I pray for healing
I pray that I get back to myself I pray for a new home so I can relax and be at peace and not have to stress or worry of this world the park is not a place I should be all day it’s grass out there bugs all type of things the home is safe clean it should be it’s safer than being out on the streets I pray that I get myself together and have a nice home I would love to work I don’t know if I could stand up all day I have flat feet so I sit and lay down a lot I get tired quickly my feet are very painful I pray that my feet be restored and healed I pray for happiness and healing I pray I get back to myself and stop stressing over my past and start singing again I feel like my voice changed as if it’s not the same I wasn’t myself for a long time I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I miss the spirit I had and how happy I was at times when I used to pray I know God healed me from a lot of things I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I let my mother make me suicidal her and well my brother didn’t make me feel suicidal I feel as if he didn’t care about me or really like me he would walk behind me a lot when I would walk I was walking down the street and he was behind me and I saw a guy stare at him to see what he was doing I pray for healing from how he would treat me I never went through anything like that with anybody else he was very toxic I pray to get healthier stronger more fit more energetic and just an overall happier woman I was down a lot very anxious depressed and just sad I was inside of a mental hospital in summit nj and the people weren’t that bad but I felt depressed like I couldn’t even be happy I was very sad I was showering but I would eat inside of the room I spoken with people but I felt like I was forcing myself to talk and it felt awkward and I had a conversation with one girl I would speak and sit with her all the time but she ended up going home before me I pray I get back to myself and heal I pray that I forgive myself for wishing death on my mother and her bf I couldn’t stand them I would be so upset so angry I would sleep on the floor I was very out of shape very unhealthy I had scoliosis I never knew until a couple of months after the chiropractor sent me to get a test done and I had mild scoliosis and he said my feet were flat that was one of the worst feelings to go to a doctor and have so many sicknesses I felt sad and weak I don’t want to die I want to live I’m still young I didn’t get a chance to actually live out my 20s I was so stressed out had bad family relationships it was terrible barely had money to eat and would spend it all at once I had to eat I used to be starving I don’t even remember where I get money from but I had it I pray for healing I was dating a man I met at the supermarket and he was dating another blonde haired woman she was older than me he wanted me to work and to take care of myself but I would never find work that payed me well I was so stressed and worried I pray that I find a job that suites me well I pray to start my own business one day I pray to become a model I pray to get back to dancing and singing I pray for healing from my past from living with my aunt I pray to protect myself more often and to not be worried or stressed over people I pray for my health to be better my nerves are not as I would want to be I don’t feel as if my fingers are good they work but the nerves in them feels bad I pray that things be better the neurologist told me I had a punch nerve inside of my hands I pray that it can be cured I pray that I can forgive myself for talking bad about my mother to my aunt and to my father and other people I felt as if she was a very toxic woman and I didn’t like her I pray for healing and for better days I felt as if she would act as if it was all about her and she always had something negative to say for years shes been that way I don’t want to be around someone who’s mean all the time I want to be happy I pray for healing and for brighter days please pray for me I’m starting to feel my mind become clearer but I saw a man who was at the hospital with me and he didn’t look so good I hope he starts to do better I felt like that hospital dragged me down I didn’t like showering there or using the toilet paper I would rather shower at my own home but I wasn’t I pray for a new home and for my body to heal so I can reap the benefits of actually showering and being clean I pray for healing I pray for brighter days I pray to not be timid or afraid of my cousin she was really trying to bully me she wasn’t feeling me and would talk on the phone with her friend I felt aggravated and annoyed and didn’t like being left alone in the house with her it was very bad I pray that I get my confidence back I pray for my back to heal from mild scoliosis I pray for my neck to heal from me losing the curve in it that’s what the chiropractor had said I pray for better days I pray to come off of the injection from the program
I’m with I don’t want that medicine inside of my body it’s not doing me justice or doing anything for me I have a scar on both of my arms or just the left one from the injection the medication made me gain weight I had twitching and muscle spasms as well but I feel like that was before I started taking the medication I pray for my health to be better so I wont need medication I pray to heal from depression and anxiety I pray for my body to go back to normal I was always anxious and worried about people every morning I would walk and go to the park it was far away from home I just pray that I can heal and forgive myself I pray to start my own business making juices and cooking and making hair tutorials I pray for my hands and fingers to heal so I can get back into taking care of myself and being young smart and beautiful I lost touch with myself for a while and thought that I was crazy or disliked well not crazy but I knew I was not myself and I felt like I always would put myself down talk and think negative about myself I let my cousin step on my feet my big toe hasn’t felt the same ever since she didn’t say sorry or excuse me she just kept walking I pray for better days and that I get back to myself I pray for a new laptop I pray for a new iphone I pray for my father to heal from his mental illness I pray he gets a job or opens up his own business one day like he used to I pray for strength and healing I pray to heal from depression schizophrenia and anxiety I pray for my body to go back to normal I pray for protection from my enemiesy