Othaireurron
Prayer Warrior
I pray for great health I pray for a new home I pray for a new iPhone I pray for a new car I pray for strength and protection I pray for healing from all of my past sins I pray to heal from being stressed out when I was living with my aunt her daughter made me stressed and uncomfortable she would watch me and stare at me all the time I felt very uncomfortable around her and she would always sit and stare at her tv screen sitting down at the edge of her bed that didn’t bother me though I just felt like she would watch me I felt like she was watching me when I had went to turn on the light in the room that I was staying in I felt like I had a pinched nerve or my hands felt extremely weird and that’s when I ran out of the room towards her step father and he moved away from me and told my aunt to get me he seemed aggravated like I was a problem Or sick I just said my hands felt weird he started acting crazy he made me uncomfortable too he was always weird towards me I felt as if he was not a good man he told my aunt that he didn’t want me eating his food I never talked bad of him or disrespected him so I don’t know what his problem was with me maybe he was just being grumpy or something I have no idea I felt like my brother and both my cousin would act weird certain people are plain evil and would not like you for no reason I never did anything towards her neither she was just mad she even told her mother that she didn’t like me I don’t even speak to her no more when I was by her house she didn’t want to buy me food or she didn’t want to let me use her charger she was mean towards me I could tell she didn’t like me how she would open up the door and how she would be behind me walking I used to be afraid to touch things like grabbing the phone or using the bathroom I don’t think the guy upstairs liked me I used to see him thinking of me it looked like he was judging me and thinking heavily of something of me he ignored me when I was talking with him and started flirting with some other female he was not my kind of guy I didn’t like him like that I just felt like he didn’t like me I pray that I can heal from staying over their house my aunts house I’m talking about I felt like the older man used to move around and my head felt weird when I would lay down even my under eyes in my face was turning black I wasn’t myself I was Worst before I went over there I was better than what I was I tried to go for walks and go to church and felt out of place I felt stressed out I had pajamas on over there and felt sad I didn’t like that I was there and not home I pray for my own home so I can feel at peace and feel comfortable and be able to take care of myself and wash up the appropriate way I wasn’t taking care of myself barely washing up I would leave out the house every morning I saw one of the bus drivers shaking his head when he saw me I was just standing by the bus stop I feel as if they could tell that something was not ok and so one man who owned the store bought me food to eat he knew my mother and I guess he just wanted to help me then another man who I didn’t know was watching me he blew the horn at me and convinced me to go with him I didn’t even know him or where he was taking me and I had gotten in the car with him in my past I would have never Done that I felt like I betrayed myself I got inside of his car he took me a hotel and ended up leaving without paying and the manager was about to call the cops on me because they said I had to leave and that he didn’t pay he left me with a couple of dollars and said he would be back and never came back and left me on the highway and another man bribed me into going to his house he ordered food it was bad next morning he got mad at me because I wouldn’t sleep with him and he said he recorded me in his bed sleeping and sent it to this boy I was talking to and said ask her where she was last night he tried to set me up and act as if I wanted something from him but I didn’t I just went by his house because I didn’t really have a place to stay and my mother wouldn’t open up the door for me and she would say things of me saying I’m probably sleeping around she said that the guy I’m with was nasty for sleeping with me because I was nasty she said a lot of terrible things about me she wished death on me a few years ago a couple of times I heard her wish death on me then she said she felt like crashing the truck when I was inside Of it now she try to wear outfits and dress up but I always wore nice clothes in the past and dressed up I never wore ugly outfits not saying that clothes are life but I have a good sense when it comes to clothes fashion and looking nice for years I didn’t have stable income or a good job that pays me well so I could buy myself nice things I pray for my health to be better so I can work and make money I pray that I’m able to take care of myself I pray that my eyes heal so that I can drive myself around and go places and have a good time I pray for a new home so I can be comfortable while watching tv I don’t have cable I have the fire stick and I would prefer cable so I could watch the news I pray for better days I pray to heal from stress and anxiety I pray for strength and protection I pray to stop being afraid of people and be able to love and take care of myself I pray for a job that pays me well I pray for better Days I pray for a healthier lifestyle I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and the doctor said I was paranoid once I had told her my story kept me in the hospital for a week I felt as if they thought I was sick and needed help I felt different didn’t feel like myself and I’m a very smart girl people was trying to stress me out and throw me off I pray that I heal from this diagnosis and that I get back to myself I pray for healing I pray for brighter days I pray for peace I pray that I’m able to love myself and able to take care of myself and protect myself from toxic people out there who don’t want to do the right thing I pray that my health gets better so that I can learn to love myself and learn to take better care of myself I pray for my nerves in my body to heal I pray for my bladder to heal so I can use the bathroom with no problems or no pain I pray for my health to get better overall I pray for my teeth to grow back to the ones that came out I pray that I let go of fear and start brushing my teeth everyday and washing up every day as well I pray for brighter days I pray for healing I pray for a new home so that I can be at peace and not have to stress or worry of the man upstairs or anybody that’s upstairs from me or above me weird things was happening to me when I was by my grandmother house when I was laying down In the bed I felt like something happened to my body I felt like I was sinking into the bed I was always nervous ever since high school I was dating the wrong men not myself allowing people To mistreat me and treat me less than I pray for a husband I pray for a car I pray to heal from mild scoliosis I pray to heal from flat feet I pray to heal from the tear in my back I pray that my beautiful features come back and that I start to look beautiful again not saying that I’m unattractive but I would be happier if I looked like the way I used to look before when I used to take care of myself getting my hair done taking care of my body my hair my skin my teeth my peace of mind my joy I pray for healing I pray for better days