Daerxuirian
Disciple of Prayer
I pray for great health I feel as if something strange is happening to me I don’t like it I used to argue and fight with my brother I worked at a factory warehouse hello fresh I hated it I worked overnight I would stay at hotels a lot because I wanted my own room and I didn’t like sleeping with my mother I wanted to be independent so I worked I didn’t do my job the right way sometimes I felt as if my eyes and my fingers would be bothering me I pray for better days I pray for strength and healing I pray for a new home I pray for protection I pray to be protected from the man next door and the guy upstairs he did something to my health my back felt crazy I felt as if he was behind me above me moving around I felt Like I was sinking in the bed I felt him walking across me when I was asleep and ever since then I haven’t been feeling like myself I walk back and forth a lot due to stress and not being comfortable Being overly stressed and wanting my own place but when I walk I feel as if the man next door follows my head when I used to play music I could feel Him in the corner waiting for me to walk back to the same spot and he would bang on the wall but I’m inside my house it’s like he wants me to sit down or not move and I don’t like that he bangs on the bathroom walls when I used to wash my hands I felt my face twitching like muscles spreading through the walls because of this man I don’t like him or the maintenance man I was terrified of that man he came inside the bathroom when I was in there he just walked inside the house he didn’t knock or anything Wanda the manager of the building that I live in said that my mother said no one was there he started laughing when I was scared and angry telling her about him coming inside the house and not knocking first when I would see him inside the supermarket he kicked his basket over when I had walked past him but I felt like he did that because he didn’t like me then I saw him when I was coming inside the building he moved over I even called his name one day when I was walking to ask him something and he said what as if he didn’t want to be bothered I pray for a new home I’m depressed in the area that I stay in I want to create my own business and be happy creating memories doing things that I love to do I pray for strength and protection especially from the man upstairs he did something to my body to my throat and to my mental health my arms felt weird so did the inside of my throat when I was swallowing even my teeth I felt like someone was above me when I would chew I don’t think he cares I feel as if he’s trying to destroy me because he jealous and wants me to be afraid of him for whatever reason he thinks I’m scared of him I pray for strength to not allow this man to project fear unto me or to make me afraid of him I pray for better days I pray for a new car I don’t like catching the bus everywhere strangers random women and boys and girls on the bus I would rather have my own car and be independent comfortable driving to the places where I need to be I pray for a better life for me I felt afraid I dated the wrong men hung out with toxic friends who were no good for me please pray for me and help me I was walking with random drug addicts this man tried to have sex with me I don’t even know him and he’s older then me very negative situation I felt uncomfortable I said no and we left from the house we was at he ended up getting cursed out by his nephew and I felt bad like I was around the wrong dude he would always stop me and talk to me then he had told me he loved me he don’t even know me I pray to stop talking to these strangers out here and to be more reservative and to protect myself more instead of being so friendly it’s not good to be friendly all the time because sometimes people have bad intentions I pray for better days I pray for my eyes to heal I pray for my private area my stomach my back my feet my toes my legs my nerves everything I pray that I heal I pray to heal from anxiety and depression heal from schizophrenia heal from trauma heal from guilt and shame heal from being a negative woman I pray for the guy I’m with to heal from his nose issue and his muscle spasm his name is Nicholas he’s a nice man I pray to he finds a career that’s good for him I pray for good health for him I pray that things start to look up for him I pray for my health to be better so I can follow my dreams and desires and passions I pray to heal from my past I pray that whatever this man is doing through the walls that I won’t be affected I also feel as if the ghost are mad at me in the building I stay in because I never talked about the ghost staying inside the building but once I did bad things started to happen to me I was fighting with my mothers bf a lot arguing with him he would say negative things towards me and I could tell that he didn’t like me I pray for my life to change and be better my brother was even talking down on me with this man telling him I was walking fast in the house I didn’t like him and didn’t want him inside the house he started making breakfast being inside the kitchen a lot making noise every morning that triggered me because I was the one up and usually I would be the one to be in the kitchen cleaning or making breakfast I felt as if he tried to take over and come inside the house as if it was his and all about him he even started dissing me to my mother saying I was a bad person and how I dropped cereal boxes behind him but I never did I felt as if he had a crush on me I felt uncomfortable around him that stressed me I wasn’t working at the time and he judged me for that and he told me I need to start dressing like a girl I wasn’t dressing up because I didn’t have no where to go I would only go to the park in the mornings and that would take me a while to get to I didn’t work or have money for a car at the time I pray that I can heal from that traumatic situation that bothered me I feel as if this man is not a good man even though he died I felt like I didn’t want him alive because he would always argue with me and talk down on me he ended up passing away he was sick I felt bad that I felt that way towards him I still feel anxious guilty I don’t know if I’ll ever heal or get back to myself I pray that I do I pray for brighter days I pray for forgiveness for wanting a bad thing to happen to this man instead of going to God I chose to have a very negative opinion of this man I pray for brighter days I pray to stop catching buses so far all the time by myself traveling unhappy sad going to parks alone I was very depressed I pray for strength and healing I pray for my grandmother legs to heal I pray to heal from mentally illness I pray for my uncle to get out of jail I pray for my body to heal I pray to get back to myself I pray for peace happiness joy I pray for brighter days please pray for me