Juossuuror
Disciple of Prayer
I pray for my health to get better I pray to heal from mild scoliosis I pray to heal from flat feet I pray to heal from schizophrenia I don’t hear voices or see things the doctor told me I was paranoid I don’t feel like I am if I do have it I pray for healing I pray for better days I pray for protection from the man who lives upstairs from me he’s trying to attack my physical body and my mind I pray for a new home so I don’t have to worry of this man anymore so I can feel protected and safe I pray for a new car so I don’t have to stand outside and wait on public transportation I pray for a new iPhone so I can text make phone calls and have a phone that’s on I pray for healing from my past I pray for my health to be better so I can workout follow my dreams and start my own business and model I pray to lose weight being that the doctors diagnosed me schizophrenia all I did was rest while I was inside of the mental hospital I stayed there for three weeks almost a month and the medication did something to my health I pray that my body heals and go back to normal I pray to stop receiving the injection as well that’s what I get now instead of medicine I pray for healing mind body soul I pray for a new Job that pays well I pray for strength and protection I pray for my teeth to grow back I pray for my body to heal I pray for better days I pray to forgive myself for saying I was sick mental and unhealthy and mistreating myself and wanting to take my own life I pray to heal from suicidal thoughts I pray to love life again everyday that I wake up I pray for protection From my enemies I pray that my uncle gets out of jail he just got arrested the other day for drugs I believe but he’s a older guy smart man he has a daughter I pray that the judge gives him another chance when he goes to court so that he don’t have to sit in jail and wait I pray he learn from his mistake and Get a real job to be able to provide for himself and his family I pray he start to make better decisions for himself I pray for strength to not allow health issues to bring me down I’m drinking water but my stomach still don’t go down it hurts I don’t know what’s wrong I had chronic gastritis in the past due to stress I pray to heal from stress as of now and Take better care of my health and my body my body had me sitting down in strange places alone for a long time people would stop and give me money I would sit by stores because my mother kicked me out a few years ago I haven’t trusted her completely ever since she locked me out she wouldn’t answer phone calls for me she let me stay outside in the Cold she used to tell me to go to the hospital she wanted me to take care of myself she wanted me to shower all the time but I felt like she was watching me and wanting me to shower when she wanted me to which made me not want to shower then she would sit by the table and listen to me shower she would sit by the door it was awkward so I just used To not shower she Called the hospital on me and they asked me if I wanted to go to the hospital she didn’t want me to be at her house she also gave me fake keys when I came home from the hospital I tried to call my grandmother and she grabbed the phone cord and got mad with me I pray for healing from living with her she stressed me out she used to always start arguments with me she tried to hurt me before by hitting me when I wasn’t fully aware she wanted to intimidate me but I was cooking and she told me to turn the stove down and she got up before I could turn it down then told me not to cook inside her house she would tell me to go outside she would tell my grandmother stories about me saying I was being rude towards her and not listening but that’s not true I pray for a new home so I can have my own room I sleep inside of my brothers old bedroom and the man next door used to argue with my brother they would bang on the walls he still do the same thing now I can feel him listening when I go to sleep I also feel another man listening when he comes inside the apartment I turned my neck and stared at the wall and he was right behind me even when I was walking I felt him right by the wall where I was walking he’s trying to ruin me and make me be uncomfortable he must think I’m stupid or something I can feel him listening he would start to talk faster I felt like something was happening towards my body I also felt like I couldn’t move when I was laying down before in my brothers bed even my buttocks area felt strange I went to the hospital and changed into the gown and my whole buttocks area felt weird even when I was drinking juice or water I spit inside of a cup and felt words move out of the cup I didn’t feel human it happened with my back and inside of my mouth and inside of my private area I felt like I was laying down in words and when I was in the hallway I was standing still I couldn’t move I was stuck in a lot of pain and felt my arms feel stiff and pain was coming out of my private area I was fighting to walk and I couldn’t move I didn’t feel right and even when I was inside the house with my mother and my brother strange things was happening to my body I felt like they did something to my body as well maybe spiritual attacking me I pray for my health to go back to normal and heal I pray for healing from working at bed bath and beyond the lady who worked there a young girl used to supervise so she would stand behind the counter and watch me bag when I would be helping customers her and a couple of other Jamaican women used to say negative things of me I don’t know why I felt like they was judging me and had a negative opinion of me and I showed up to work and always did my job even the manager I overheard him say he don’t know why I always do something to another worker and this worker used to act strange around me I pray for healing I was mistreated underpaid I pray for a job that pays well I’m a good worker I show up and get the job done I want to work at a job that I enjoy this time I pray for healing from living with my aunt I feel like she didn’t want Me living with her the second time I lived with her before but the second time I felt like she didn’t want me to stay with her I pray for healing from staying with her daughter she made me depressed she wasn’t speaking to me and saying I couldn’t use her charger she would wash her hands I felt like she was toxic her body energy made me not like or trust her she would always hold the refrigerator door wide open when I would be sitting inside of her brothers room and he used to hold the door wide open as if he didn’t want me to look back I felt like he got upset when I turned around and looked to see what was going on behind me I pray for healing I felt like he would be moving strangely when I would be inside the room I could feel him shut the door really quickly or turn the corner by the wall that I was laying down I was bent down on my stomach on the floor stressed out my eyes were black underneath and my face felt strange so did my feet I never had flat feet before but soon as I stayed there with them my feet became flat I felt like her daughter my aunts daughter used to listen to me walk around in the room my aunt used to listen to me too she even asked her bf what I was doing inside the room like she was worried about the noise I was making but I was cleaning up the room and organizing it to my liking and she got mad about that I noticed she was mad when her bf bought me White Castle he had gave me some of his food she was rolling her eyes sitting on the couch her and her daughter used to rub me the wrong way I pray for healing from staying with her I pray that my uncle get out of jail I pray that my grandmother legs heal I pray for my health to get better and for my body to heal and go back to normal I pray to be forgiven from all of my past sins I pray for a new bike I pray for a new car