Othaireurron
Disciple of Prayer
I pray for good health I pray for a new home I feel like the man next door be listening to me through the walls and he did something with his private area I felt like my private area was affected by whatever that man had done nothing intimate or anything I just feel like he be listening through the walls I can feel Him listening he did something with his face and his fingers and his lips my lips were affected by it too and my eyes I pray for protection from both him and another man who stays with him not sure what that man is to him but I pray for protection from the both of them I felt like when I was arguing with my mother a few years ago he was listening and I was standing by the window and all of a sudden the floors started to feel like somebody had did something to them they squeak a lot now and whenever I walk I can feel someone listening I can feel him by the wall my brother used to have issues with him a long time ago they used to argue through the walls and my brother would bang back now he doing the same thing to me him and his wife who died both used to listen through the walls and I felt like something strange was happening I felt like I didn’t like her she had told me one day she heard me singing in the bathroom which I didn’t find anything wrong but she was violating her and her husband by listening to whatever is going on inside of my apartment two grown adults I pray for strength and protection I pray for a new home so I can be at peace and relax im not comfortable here at my apartment the whole building throws me off and I don’t like it I don’t like the town either I pray for a new neighborhood to move in one that’s nice and peaceful I know every neighborhood has its ups and downs but I just want to get away from this neighborhood I noticed people nosy over here and it bothers my spirit I just want to relax I would like to move soon I pray for a new car I pray for a new iPhone I pray for a job at Whole Foods I pray for my body to heal and function properly I pray for my uncle to get released from jail I pray for my relationship with Nicholas to get better he wants me to start taking better care of myself I pray that I start taking better care of myself I pray for self love I pray for my hygiene to get back healthy and good I pray for my eyes to go back to normal I pray for my voice to come back and go back to normal I pray for my teeth to heal and I pray that the pain in my teeth go away I pray for my back to heal I pray to heal from mild scoliosis and to heal from flat feet I pray to heal from schizophrenia if I do have it I was diagnosed with it when I went to check myself inside the hospital I wanted to escape from my home I didn’t care if I stayed inside of a hospital I just wanted peace but I realized that I can’t find peace staying away inside of a hospital i should enjoy the opportunity of having freedom and being able to live happily and not be inside doors all day I pray for strength and protection I pray to heal from schizophrenia if I do have it I pray for better days I pray for my health to be better so I can be fruitful and just live my life and be happy and feel good I pray for forgiveness from all of my past sins I pray for my father to heal from his mental illness he’s a Muslim and that’s what he believes in he’s doing better but I don’t feel as if he’s back to himself 100 percent I pray that he heals and get back to himself I’m used to him dressing up being happy smiling laughing and living life I want him to be able to do those things again I pray for my health to be better so I can be happy and confident and beautiful again I pray for my mother I pray for my grandmother I pray that her legs heal so she can walk properly and do things without pain I pray for a new car