Gawalder
Disciple of Prayer
Please could I ask for prayers regarding my health. I have suffered with bad anxiety on and off for many years, which I believe has led to a decline in my physical health. I had Covid quite badly a few years ago and since then I don’t feel I’ve been the same, my mental health has also worsened as I believe I am carrying a lot of trauma from past experiences. Life just feels so hard all of the time I know there’s always people worse off, but we seem to bounce from one bit of bad luck to another. I try to keep plodding on, but I am struggling a lot atm. After weeks of being ill with various viruses I’ve been diagnosed with quite a bad case of sinusitis this week, put on antibiotics and various things to help but I’ve never felt so poorly. I pray the medicine works quickly and I feel better as I am being a terrible wife and mother right now, my physical symptoms are all I can focus on. I’m sick of fighting and sick of trying to force life to be easier, we have been through a lot as a family, severe financial problems and people letting us down who shouldn’t. All I wish for is nothing fancy, just to feel well in myself and to go about my day without fear or worry. I live my life as if I’ve been given a terminal diagnoses, in complete fear - the anxiety has got that bad. Thank you and I’m sorry to ramble on x