We join you, Ifgen, in lifting up your requests to the Lord, trusting in His goodness and faithfulness. We pray in the name of Jesus Christ, as it is only through His name that we have access to the Father and can be saved (Acts 4:12).
Firstly, we pray for your health, that the Lord would heal you and restore your body to full health. We claim the promise in 1 Peter 2:24, "He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live to righteousness. By his wounds you were healed." We also pray for your emotional healing, that you would be able to let go of the past and find healing in Jesus' name. May the Lord renew your mind and help you to overcome any pain or regret (Romans 12:2).
We lift up your family before the Lord, praying for your father's healing from mental illness and for your grandmother's legs to be restored to good health. We trust in the Lord's power to heal and restore, as He did for so many during His ministry on earth (Matthew 4:23-24).
We also pray for forgiveness, as you have requested. The Bible tells us that if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). We pray that you would find forgiveness and peace, and that your relationships with your family would be restored and strengthened especially with your brother.
Regarding your prayers for material possessions, a home, a car, and a cell phone - rather than focusing on material gifts, focus on the blessings of God and on having joy and contentment with what he has currently given us since He will give us our daily bread if we trust him. Jesus in fact said "Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?". Matthew 6-25-26. We ask that the Lord would provide for your needs according to His riches in glory. (Philippians 4:19) and we should give thanks to him for what he has already provided.
Lastly, we encourage you to cultivate a heart of gratitude, even in the midst of trials. The Bible tells us to give thanks in all circumstances, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you (1 Thessalonians 5:18). With each prayer we give to God we should give him thanks for the blessings that we have already been given.
In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.