Othaireurron
Prayer Warrior
I pray for great health I pray for a new home I pray for brighter days I pray for a new iPhone I pray for a new car I pray for healing from my past I pray to lose weight I pray for a flat stomach I pray to heal from flat feet I pray to heal from the tear inside of my back I pray to heal from my past I pray to forgive myself for wishing something bad on my mother and her bf he ended up dying but he was sick before I said it I still feel guilty I feel like I killed him he almost died inside of the apartment I felt as if he did I pray to heal from the pain that my mother caused me I pray for protection from my enemies there’s a guy that stay with a man next door I feel
Like he listens to me when I’m laying down in the bed I would turn around if I would feel someone moving next door this man made
A noise by the wall and I felt like he did something to my eyes him and his brother something about the walls triggers me I feel as if the guy upstairs also makes a lot of noise and when I open up the refrigerator I feel him right above me I feel
Like he’s waiting for me to grab something so he could drop something from above and make me feel as if he’s doing something towards me I was afraid of him and would leave the house every morning trying to find somewhere to go I would sit in the grass at parks for a while praying but I felt as if nothing was changing it was terrible I have problems with my body I sit down for a while sometimes when I sit down I feel afraid to get back up I would get on the bus and be afraid to turn around or to move I feel as if other folks be moving and that bothers me I wasn’t myself for a long time yesterday when I was walking I felt like a lady was walking and when I stopped she turned around like she was sizing me
Up and not liking me I felt intimidated by her a little bit the same thing happened to me when I was walking by my house near the hospital and some guy and a girl was walking behind me and I felt as if they was looking at me when I was walking and that they didn’t like me I felt bad as if I can’t even walk I would always go downtown catching buses the people down there knew who I was it was so bad I felt as if I wanted to harm myself I would sit downtown a lot and some man said he wanted to have fun with me and that I was a cutie I felt like people was trying to take advantage of me I’m not a bad looking woman I just been through a lot of things I felt terrible I hated my living situation and wanted better for myself I was walking around everywhere and some lady moved when I had sat down near her she said she was mad because I had said something towards her I don’t remember saying anything to her she just up and moved out of the way I felt sick and depressed like my confidence was ruined I felt sad I saw her watching me and just staring at me when I was sitting down on the bus I felt as if maybe I should have never said anything to her some older woman aren’t good people I pray I get back to myself I used to ask people how I look all the time I would ask my mother and she would tell me I look fine I felt like something was wrong with my brain or my confidence my grandmother friend saw me sitting downtown and had given me money she seemed concerned or worried I was just sitting downtown maybe it didn’t look right towards her I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I pray for a job so I can have my own money I pray not to travel so far alone without having any income I would get stranded where I was and would have to walk very far I would spend majority of my time walking from different towns trying to get back home and that would be most of my days I would walk to the park a lot it was bad I hated myself I hated my body I used to sit down at the park with my bags just sitting there
I hated it that’s not my style the park near my hometown is much better even though it’s not as clean it is better than the ones that I was going to in other towns they used to be too far I remember I used to work at a job bed bath and beyond I felt as if some of the workers didn’t like me it felt awful some of the workers would act strange and I felt like nobody liked me I felt terrible I never used to take care of myself I would try to fix my hair as soon as I had gotten to work I didn’t have time to do it at home I would be rushing all the time I hated myself and the environment I was working in I always felt strange sitting down next to people on the bus I felt as if people that used to be on buses used to stress me out and make me afraid and uncomfortable I used to feel as if some women would compete with others when they would sit down on the bus I didn’t feel confident in myself I would also allow people to disrespect me I let my cousin say whatever she wanted to say towards me now she feels as though she can beat me or something or that she can out shine me or just treat me however she was bumping me she was acting tough inside of her house and she supposed to be family I felt like something was wrong with her I felt like her body posture was off like she wanted to fight and when I was standing up she had turned on the lights right in front of my face she would treat my brother better than she would treat me I felt very upset uncomfortable I would see him walking with a bunch of people all the time I used to be upset and used to get mad I hated myself I hated my neighborhood and the people I surrounded myself with some people are plain evil I pray for healing and that I get back towards myself I don’t like the neighborhood that I live or catching buses it gives me anxiety I feel as jf
People be watching others on those buses you can’t just be trusting anybody I pray for healing and to get back to myself I always felt like the dollar bus would give me a bunch of anxiety even when my ex bf used to be in jail and I would catch the bus to go see him I had anxiety it was bad I hated shopping downtown I felt as if I didn’t like myself I see a lot of people downtown shopping I was afraid I used to go to a doctor downtown I was suffering from anxiety and told them that I needed them to prescribe me medication they didn’t want to do it and said that my therapist needed to do it but she had told me that they needed to do it I pray to heal and get back to myself
I would argue with people a lot it was very bad I wanted help and to feel better it’s as if my mother didn’t help me the way I wanted her to or she never had the answers to help me I was lost troubled even in high school I would be lost spaced out my friend told me I looked angry and my best friend at the time told me the same thing for years i been hurting stressing stressed out I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I just want to be better feel better look better I don’t want to talk about nobody or be in bad relationships I want to smile more
Laugh more and take better care of my hygiene and protect myself people be staring at me sometimes just watching I felt bad like I looked terrible I pray for my natural height to come back and my natural shoe size to come back I pray for my teeth to grow back I pray for everything to heal and just be better I pray to stop allowing certain men to take advantage of me I pray for better and to get back to myself
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Pray for better health so I can enjoy myself and my life and rest and have natural good relationships
With people I pray for healing and for better days I pray for a new home I pray for my body to heal I pray for my nerves to heal I pray to heal from trauma I pray for my eyes to heal I pray for my legs to heal I pray for my breathing to go back to normal I pray for my voice to come back I pray for brighter days I pray for peace love and happiness I pray for my hair to grow back stronger and healthier I pray to not envy anyone or be afraid of anyone out on the streets I pray for my private areas to heal I pray for my father to heal from his mental illness I pray to heal from anxiety depression schizophrenia and suicidal thoughts I pray for my mind to heal and for me to get back to myself and for my healthy brain to go back or my thoughts to feel normal again I feel like my head is huge I move it around a lot and I just don’t feel as if it’s normal I pray to get back to myself and to not allow people to abuse me or throw me off I pray for healing and brighter days I pray for a new home I pray to protect myself I felt afraid of the lady I saw when I was walking she looked weird and she was looking at me when I was walking and when I slowed down she had moved and then looked up at me then slowly started to take her things off I pray for healing and protection some folks just be moving extremely weird I pray for my nerves my body everything to heal so I don’t have to worry about any of that I pray to be forgiven from all of my sins I pray for a new car so I don’t have to catch the bus all the time I pray for better days
Like he listens to me when I’m laying down in the bed I would turn around if I would feel someone moving next door this man made
A noise by the wall and I felt like he did something to my eyes him and his brother something about the walls triggers me I feel as if the guy upstairs also makes a lot of noise and when I open up the refrigerator I feel him right above me I feel
Like he’s waiting for me to grab something so he could drop something from above and make me feel as if he’s doing something towards me I was afraid of him and would leave the house every morning trying to find somewhere to go I would sit in the grass at parks for a while praying but I felt as if nothing was changing it was terrible I have problems with my body I sit down for a while sometimes when I sit down I feel afraid to get back up I would get on the bus and be afraid to turn around or to move I feel as if other folks be moving and that bothers me I wasn’t myself for a long time yesterday when I was walking I felt like a lady was walking and when I stopped she turned around like she was sizing me
Up and not liking me I felt intimidated by her a little bit the same thing happened to me when I was walking by my house near the hospital and some guy and a girl was walking behind me and I felt as if they was looking at me when I was walking and that they didn’t like me I felt bad as if I can’t even walk I would always go downtown catching buses the people down there knew who I was it was so bad I felt as if I wanted to harm myself I would sit downtown a lot and some man said he wanted to have fun with me and that I was a cutie I felt like people was trying to take advantage of me I’m not a bad looking woman I just been through a lot of things I felt terrible I hated my living situation and wanted better for myself I was walking around everywhere and some lady moved when I had sat down near her she said she was mad because I had said something towards her I don’t remember saying anything to her she just up and moved out of the way I felt sick and depressed like my confidence was ruined I felt sad I saw her watching me and just staring at me when I was sitting down on the bus I felt as if maybe I should have never said anything to her some older woman aren’t good people I pray I get back to myself I used to ask people how I look all the time I would ask my mother and she would tell me I look fine I felt like something was wrong with my brain or my confidence my grandmother friend saw me sitting downtown and had given me money she seemed concerned or worried I was just sitting downtown maybe it didn’t look right towards her I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I pray for a job so I can have my own money I pray not to travel so far alone without having any income I would get stranded where I was and would have to walk very far I would spend majority of my time walking from different towns trying to get back home and that would be most of my days I would walk to the park a lot it was bad I hated myself I hated my body I used to sit down at the park with my bags just sitting there
I hated it that’s not my style the park near my hometown is much better even though it’s not as clean it is better than the ones that I was going to in other towns they used to be too far I remember I used to work at a job bed bath and beyond I felt as if some of the workers didn’t like me it felt awful some of the workers would act strange and I felt like nobody liked me I felt terrible I never used to take care of myself I would try to fix my hair as soon as I had gotten to work I didn’t have time to do it at home I would be rushing all the time I hated myself and the environment I was working in I always felt strange sitting down next to people on the bus I felt as if people that used to be on buses used to stress me out and make me afraid and uncomfortable I used to feel as if some women would compete with others when they would sit down on the bus I didn’t feel confident in myself I would also allow people to disrespect me I let my cousin say whatever she wanted to say towards me now she feels as though she can beat me or something or that she can out shine me or just treat me however she was bumping me she was acting tough inside of her house and she supposed to be family I felt like something was wrong with her I felt like her body posture was off like she wanted to fight and when I was standing up she had turned on the lights right in front of my face she would treat my brother better than she would treat me I felt very upset uncomfortable I would see him walking with a bunch of people all the time I used to be upset and used to get mad I hated myself I hated my neighborhood and the people I surrounded myself with some people are plain evil I pray for healing and that I get back towards myself I don’t like the neighborhood that I live or catching buses it gives me anxiety I feel as jf
People be watching others on those buses you can’t just be trusting anybody I pray for healing and to get back to myself I always felt like the dollar bus would give me a bunch of anxiety even when my ex bf used to be in jail and I would catch the bus to go see him I had anxiety it was bad I hated shopping downtown I felt as if I didn’t like myself I see a lot of people downtown shopping I was afraid I used to go to a doctor downtown I was suffering from anxiety and told them that I needed them to prescribe me medication they didn’t want to do it and said that my therapist needed to do it but she had told me that they needed to do it I pray to heal and get back to myself
I would argue with people a lot it was very bad I wanted help and to feel better it’s as if my mother didn’t help me the way I wanted her to or she never had the answers to help me I was lost troubled even in high school I would be lost spaced out my friend told me I looked angry and my best friend at the time told me the same thing for years i been hurting stressing stressed out I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I just want to be better feel better look better I don’t want to talk about nobody or be in bad relationships I want to smile more
Laugh more and take better care of my hygiene and protect myself people be staring at me sometimes just watching I felt bad like I looked terrible I pray for my natural height to come back and my natural shoe size to come back I pray for my teeth to grow back I pray for everything to heal and just be better I pray to stop allowing certain men to take advantage of me I pray for better and to get back to myself
I
Pray for better health so I can enjoy myself and my life and rest and have natural good relationships
With people I pray for healing and for better days I pray for a new home I pray for my body to heal I pray for my nerves to heal I pray to heal from trauma I pray for my eyes to heal I pray for my legs to heal I pray for my breathing to go back to normal I pray for my voice to come back I pray for brighter days I pray for peace love and happiness I pray for my hair to grow back stronger and healthier I pray to not envy anyone or be afraid of anyone out on the streets I pray for my private areas to heal I pray for my father to heal from his mental illness I pray to heal from anxiety depression schizophrenia and suicidal thoughts I pray for my mind to heal and for me to get back to myself and for my healthy brain to go back or my thoughts to feel normal again I feel like my head is huge I move it around a lot and I just don’t feel as if it’s normal I pray to get back to myself and to not allow people to abuse me or throw me off I pray for healing and brighter days I pray for a new home I pray to protect myself I felt afraid of the lady I saw when I was walking she looked weird and she was looking at me when I was walking and when I slowed down she had moved and then looked up at me then slowly started to take her things off I pray for healing and protection some folks just be moving extremely weird I pray for my nerves my body everything to heal so I don’t have to worry about any of that I pray to be forgiven from all of my sins I pray for a new car so I don’t have to catch the bus all the time I pray for better days