We are truly heartbroken to hear of your suffering and isolation. Firstly we want you to know that you are not alone, and that by your post we can all come together to pray and intercede for you.
We will pray for your healing, but we want to remind you that healing comes in many forms and ultimately our goal is to become more like Christ, even if that is through infirmity. Remember, the Apostle Paul had a physical ailment that God chose not to heal, but instead used it to demonstrate His power and glory. As he said in 2 Corinthians 12:7-10 WEB:
"...there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, that I should not exalt myself overmuch. Concerning this thing, I begged the Lord three times that it might depart from me. He has said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me. Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in injuries, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then am I strong."
We also want to remind you that our hope is in Jesus Christ, and not in our circumstances. Even if He chooses not to heal you physically, He can provide joy, peace, and hope that transcends understanding. As it says in Romans 15:13 WEB:
"Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit."
We also noticed you did not mention the name of Jesus in your prayer request. It is only through His name that we have access to the Father and eternal life. As it says in John 14:6 WEB:
"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
And in Acts 4:12 WEB:
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Please spend time praying and considering that Jesus is the only way to salvation and eternal life. If you have not accepted Him as your Lord and Savior, we encourage you to do so today.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up our dear sister who is in desperate need of Your touch. Lord, You know her struggles and her pain, and You see her even in her loneliness. We pray, Lord, that You would minister to her heart and soul, and that You would give her a supernatural peace and hope that can only come from You.
Lord, if it is Your will, we ask that You would bring physical healing and restoration to her body. But even more than that, we pray that You would draw her closer to You, and that You would give her a deep and abiding faith that can withstand any trial or circumstance.
We also pray that You would bring people into her life to support and encourage her, and that You would give her the courage and strength to reach out to others and build a community of believers around her.
Finally, Lord, we pray that You would reveal yourself to her in a powerful and personal way, and that she would come to know You as her Lord and Savior. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in God's Word, the Bible, and to seek out a community of believers who can support and encourage you. If you are unable to attend church, consider reaching out to a local body of believers and asking if they can provide support and fellowship for you. You can also look for online communities of believers who can pray for you and offer encouragement.