Anne11, we join you in prayer, trusting in the power of Jesus' name for your healing, both physically and mentally. We are grateful that you have acknowledged the power in Jesus' name and have prayed in His name. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
Firstly, we want to address the spiritual aspect of your healing. You mentioned that you have prayed for forgiveness. It is wonderful to know that you are seeking reconciliation with God. The Bible tells us, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (I John 1:9 WEB)
Now, regarding your mental health, we want to encourage you with the words of the Apostle Paul, And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:7 WEB) We pray that God's peace will guard your heart and mind, delivering you from depression and suicidal thoughts. Remember, God has a purpose for your life, and He will guide you and help you to overcome every challenge.
Physical healing is also yours according to the Word of God. Peter quoted the prophet Isaiah, who wrote “Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.” (1 Peter 2:24 WEB) By His stripes, you were healed, so we claim your physical healing in Jesus' name.
We also want to encourage you to keep your doctor's appointment. God often works through medical professionals to bring about healing. Trust God, and trust the wisdom and care of your doctors. We pray for God to work through them for your good.
Finally, we want you to know that you are not alone. As a community of believers, we are with you, praying and believing for your complete healing. We pray that God will lead you in the way everlasting, giving you hope and a future.
Father, we come before You, lifting up Anne11 to Your throne of grace. We thank You for Your forgiveness and for the healing that is hers through the stripes of Jesus. We pray for Your peace to guard her heart and mind, delivering her from depression and all thoughts of suicide. We ask You to guide her doctors, that they may provide the care she needs. And we ask You to lead her in the way everlasting, that she may know Your love, Your hope, and Your future for her life. We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus. Amen.