Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray for great health I pray for brighter days I pray for healing from my past I pray for happiness I pray for protection from my enemies
I pray that I don’t be afraid of anyone I was afraid of my mother me and her used to be getting into arguments all the time she almost had us kicked out of the apartment because she didn’t pay the rent she has problems she wanted me to fix her hair after she had just got it done and I didn’t know how to fix it I told her I was going to take the garbage out and that I’ll be back she said she was going to lock me out and that I wasn’t going to be able to get back inside the apartment then I tried to get my belongings she started to move them before I could touch them she grabbed a broom and started beating me with it she then didn’t want to come to my graduation she had told me that I should have did my hair in braids which I ended up getting I felt as if she didn’t understand me she was trying to force me to get back with my ex bf and he used to mistreat me he was mean a lil but I didn’t like how he would talk towards me I pray for my relationship with my new man to be better he has health issues he crack his neck and head a lot I pray that he heals and becomes more healthy I pray that our relationship matures I pray he works and gets a job where he’ll be able to take care of the both of us I pray that we have a family one day I pray he gets fit so that he’s able to look and feel good of himself I pray for protection from the man next door and the man upstairs I feel as if the bed I sleep in his not good or my grandmothers or my aunts I had issues with these beds for a long time I want to heal and get back to myself I was having issues with my neck for a while I had weird vibes from a manager who worked at bed bath and beyond she would rub me the wrong way I was looking at something then she had walked past me and she did something with her neck even when she would work on the register I felt as if something was off about her one of the girls who worked at the store would stare at me when I would work on the register I was helping a customer my back was turned and she was just staring at me bag I felt uncomfortable around her I pray to lose weight I pray for happiness to come back I pray for my nerves in my body to heal I pray for a flat stomach I pray to heal from flat feet I pray for brighter days I pray that all of my health problems go away I pray to not be bothered by people who stare at me and give me wrong looks I pray for my health to heal and be better I pray to stop catching buses so far away from home trying to travel and go to different towns without having a car first traveling to catch two buses to get somewhere is too far I pray for better days I pray to heal from working so far at bed bath and beyond I felt like a couple of people who worked there didn’t like me I didn’t like one
Of the guys who worked there he was a older man he used to make me feel uncomfortable he would get mad if I would stare
At him he was using the walk-in talkie so I looked at him he said stop looking at me he was loud and he was right in my direction I pray for better days I was stressed out for a long time from dealing with my mother I felt like she was running
Away from me she told me that I was big because I had gained weight she lost weight she was probably competing with me sometimes I feel as if she was my worst enemy she would be mad a lot she never wanted to come with me inside of stores she would act cute sometimes when she would be around men that bothered me and when I would talk to people she would always try and cut me off she would talk about me watching her before she said I was staring at her when I would see if she was inside the room she would get mad at me that’s when she would call her brother on me and say I don’t clean up the house she would not answer her phone for me she would tell me to go by my aunts house she embarrassed me before and threw my things at me when I was inside the house she had told
Me that I wasn’t using the phone when I was dialing trying to call somebody I had went to
Psychics for a while to she wanted me to
Pay her all my hard worked money when I was working we meditated i cried then I went to work she charged me almost 300 dollars for that and gave me some crystals I pray that I can heal from visiting her she got upset with
Me because I would call her a lot when I would be arguing with my grandmother every time I would wake up me and her would get into a argument I felt as if she would always try to correct me and argue over small things but she wouldn’t argue with my cousin who would disrespect her and not treat her well she would always try to attack me she had issues she argue with everyone inside the family she got problems I pray that I can heal from her
I didn’t have money to pay the taxi driver she had told him to call the cops on me then she had gave him my mothers phone number trying
To get me into trouble she
Talked about me to my cousin both of them was actually talking down on me discussing me saying horrible things of me I pray for strength and healing I used to argue with my cousin by her mothers house too when I had stayed with them I pray for my health to be better I pray for brighter days I pray to not allow myself to be afraid of no man or woman and learn to be able to stand up for myself and not have people abuse or bully me I let my mother talk to me like I was crazy and she would bother me all the time I pray for strength and healing I was sad and depressed for years nothing excites me I just pray for strength and healing for peace and happiness I would like to move so I can get away from this area I don’t like the building soon as I walk inside the building I get bad vibes I used
To sleep outside when I couldn’t get inside the building I would catch the bus and travel to New York looking crazy I wasn’t myself and wanted to be a better woman I traveled to New York with some dude I didn’t like it I felt weird around him and he was acting strange I felt as if he was mad with me he liked me at first but then he started to act strange around me I pray to forgive him I pray to forgive myself for arguing with random people on staircases inside of my building and arguing with people everywhere
I went I pray for things to change for me I pray to sell clothes on an app so I can work and be free and be happy I would like to model that’s always been one of my dreams I pray that I can make it come true I gained weight and I changed I pray to be a better person so I can work hard
Follow my dreams and make something out of myself I pray for my life to be better I pray for my own home so I can be happy and feel beautiful accomplished so I don’t have to live with anybody or follow their rules as an adult I would like to have my own so that I can cook clean wash myself up everyday I don’t even wash up I’m afraid of the water I feel as if the man upstairs is doing things to scare me and make me uncomfortable I felt like something happened to my feet when I was in the tub and I didn’t like that I pray for better days I pray that my body gets stronger I pray to heal from schizophrenia and depression and anxiety I pray for my back to heal from mild scoliosis I pray for my mind to clear up and heal from stress I pray for my hands and fingers to heal I pray for my nerves inside my body to heal I pray for my tongue to heal and for my teeth to grow back I pray for my body to heal I feel weird I feel like the man next door did something to my body and I don’t feel the same I pray for strength and healing
I pray that I don’t be afraid of anyone I was afraid of my mother me and her used to be getting into arguments all the time she almost had us kicked out of the apartment because she didn’t pay the rent she has problems she wanted me to fix her hair after she had just got it done and I didn’t know how to fix it I told her I was going to take the garbage out and that I’ll be back she said she was going to lock me out and that I wasn’t going to be able to get back inside the apartment then I tried to get my belongings she started to move them before I could touch them she grabbed a broom and started beating me with it she then didn’t want to come to my graduation she had told me that I should have did my hair in braids which I ended up getting I felt as if she didn’t understand me she was trying to force me to get back with my ex bf and he used to mistreat me he was mean a lil but I didn’t like how he would talk towards me I pray for my relationship with my new man to be better he has health issues he crack his neck and head a lot I pray that he heals and becomes more healthy I pray that our relationship matures I pray he works and gets a job where he’ll be able to take care of the both of us I pray that we have a family one day I pray he gets fit so that he’s able to look and feel good of himself I pray for protection from the man next door and the man upstairs I feel as if the bed I sleep in his not good or my grandmothers or my aunts I had issues with these beds for a long time I want to heal and get back to myself I was having issues with my neck for a while I had weird vibes from a manager who worked at bed bath and beyond she would rub me the wrong way I was looking at something then she had walked past me and she did something with her neck even when she would work on the register I felt as if something was off about her one of the girls who worked at the store would stare at me when I would work on the register I was helping a customer my back was turned and she was just staring at me bag I felt uncomfortable around her I pray to lose weight I pray for happiness to come back I pray for my nerves in my body to heal I pray for a flat stomach I pray to heal from flat feet I pray for brighter days I pray that all of my health problems go away I pray to not be bothered by people who stare at me and give me wrong looks I pray for my health to heal and be better I pray to stop catching buses so far away from home trying to travel and go to different towns without having a car first traveling to catch two buses to get somewhere is too far I pray for better days I pray to heal from working so far at bed bath and beyond I felt like a couple of people who worked there didn’t like me I didn’t like one
Of the guys who worked there he was a older man he used to make me feel uncomfortable he would get mad if I would stare
At him he was using the walk-in talkie so I looked at him he said stop looking at me he was loud and he was right in my direction I pray for better days I was stressed out for a long time from dealing with my mother I felt like she was running
Away from me she told me that I was big because I had gained weight she lost weight she was probably competing with me sometimes I feel as if she was my worst enemy she would be mad a lot she never wanted to come with me inside of stores she would act cute sometimes when she would be around men that bothered me and when I would talk to people she would always try and cut me off she would talk about me watching her before she said I was staring at her when I would see if she was inside the room she would get mad at me that’s when she would call her brother on me and say I don’t clean up the house she would not answer her phone for me she would tell me to go by my aunts house she embarrassed me before and threw my things at me when I was inside the house she had told
Me that I wasn’t using the phone when I was dialing trying to call somebody I had went to
Psychics for a while to she wanted me to
Pay her all my hard worked money when I was working we meditated i cried then I went to work she charged me almost 300 dollars for that and gave me some crystals I pray that I can heal from visiting her she got upset with
Me because I would call her a lot when I would be arguing with my grandmother every time I would wake up me and her would get into a argument I felt as if she would always try to correct me and argue over small things but she wouldn’t argue with my cousin who would disrespect her and not treat her well she would always try to attack me she had issues she argue with everyone inside the family she got problems I pray that I can heal from her
I didn’t have money to pay the taxi driver she had told him to call the cops on me then she had gave him my mothers phone number trying
To get me into trouble she
Talked about me to my cousin both of them was actually talking down on me discussing me saying horrible things of me I pray for strength and healing I used to argue with my cousin by her mothers house too when I had stayed with them I pray for my health to be better I pray for brighter days I pray to not allow myself to be afraid of no man or woman and learn to be able to stand up for myself and not have people abuse or bully me I let my mother talk to me like I was crazy and she would bother me all the time I pray for strength and healing I was sad and depressed for years nothing excites me I just pray for strength and healing for peace and happiness I would like to move so I can get away from this area I don’t like the building soon as I walk inside the building I get bad vibes I used
To sleep outside when I couldn’t get inside the building I would catch the bus and travel to New York looking crazy I wasn’t myself and wanted to be a better woman I traveled to New York with some dude I didn’t like it I felt weird around him and he was acting strange I felt as if he was mad with me he liked me at first but then he started to act strange around me I pray to forgive him I pray to forgive myself for arguing with random people on staircases inside of my building and arguing with people everywhere
I went I pray for things to change for me I pray to sell clothes on an app so I can work and be free and be happy I would like to model that’s always been one of my dreams I pray that I can make it come true I gained weight and I changed I pray to be a better person so I can work hard
Follow my dreams and make something out of myself I pray for my life to be better I pray for my own home so I can be happy and feel beautiful accomplished so I don’t have to live with anybody or follow their rules as an adult I would like to have my own so that I can cook clean wash myself up everyday I don’t even wash up I’m afraid of the water I feel as if the man upstairs is doing things to scare me and make me uncomfortable I felt like something happened to my feet when I was in the tub and I didn’t like that I pray for better days I pray that my body gets stronger I pray to heal from schizophrenia and depression and anxiety I pray for my back to heal from mild scoliosis I pray for my mind to clear up and heal from stress I pray for my hands and fingers to heal I pray for my nerves inside my body to heal I pray for my tongue to heal and for my teeth to grow back I pray for my body to heal I feel weird I feel like the man next door did something to my body and I don’t feel the same I pray for strength and healing