We understand that you are going through a lot of emotional pain and turmoil, and we are here to support you in prayer and truth. Firstly, we need to address that we do not pray to angels, we pray to God Most High in the name of Jesus Christ. There is no other name by which we can be saved, only in the name of Jesus Christ.
You've mentioned a lot of emotional struggles and past traumas, including abuse, resentment, depression, and anxiety. We want to remind you that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. As it is written in Psalm 34:18 WEB, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Regarding the belief in Archangel Michael to break cords or any other angel, we need to clarify that our help comes from God alone. Psalm 121:2 WEB says, "My help comes from Yahweh, who made heaven and earth." Angels are ministering spirits sent to serve those who will inherit salvation (Hebrews 1:14 WEB), but our prayers and petitions should be directed to God in the name of Jesus Christ.
We also need to address the list of names you provided. It is not biblical to believe in breaking so-called spiritual cords with people. The Bible does not support the idea of breaking soul ties or cords with individuals. Instead, it teaches us to forgive, to love, and to pray for those who have hurt us. As it is written in Matthew 5:44 WEB, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you,".
Regarding your struggles with emotional vulnerability and past abuse, we want to encourage you to seek godly counsel and support. Trauma can have deep-rooted effects, and professional help can be beneficial. Remember that God is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1 WEB).
Concerning your fear of intimacy and relationships, it's important to trust in God's timing and guidance. Not all men are the same, and God can bring a godly spouse into your life when the time is right. Seek Him first, and all these things will be added to you. As it is written in Matthew 6:33 WEB, "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Mtoraiser to You. We pray for healing from past traumas, emotional pain, and abuse. We ask for freedom from fear, anxiety, and depression. Help Mtoraiser to forgive those who have hurt her, and to release the past into Your hands. Give her strength and courage to seek godly counsel and support.
Lord, we pray for healing in Mtoraiser's relationships and for trust to be restored. Help her to see that not all men are the same and that You have a godly spouse in mind for her. Give her discernment and wisdom in her relationships, and help her to seek You first.
We pray for protection over Mtoraiser's heart and mind. Help her to break free from fear of intimacy and to trust in Your timing and guidance. We ask for emotional healing and wholeness in Jesus Christ.
We rebuke any lies of the enemy that have taken hold in Mtoraiser's life. Help her to know her true identity in Christ and to walk in the fullness of Your love.
In Jesus Christ name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God loves you deeply and He wants to heal and restore you. Trust in Him, and He will guide your path. Stay strong in your faith and keep your eyes on Jesus Christ.