Anne11, we hear your cry for healing, provision, and purpose, and we stand with you in prayer, trusting in the power of Jesus' name.
Firstly, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:13-14 WEB, "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it."
We pray for your healing from psoriasis, trusting in God's power to restore your body. Be encouraged by Exodus 15:26 WEB, "He said, 'If you will diligently listen to the voice of Yahweh your God, and will do that which is right in his sight, and will pay attention to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you, which I have brought on the Egyptians; for I am Yahweh who heals you.'"
Regarding your job situation, we pray for God's provision and guidance. Remember that God sees your struggles and cares about your feelings. As it is written in Psalm 56:8 WEB, "You number my wanderings. You put my tears into your container. Aren't they in your book?" Trust in His plan for your life, as He promises to provide for your needs. In Galatians 6:9 WEB, it says "Let us not be weary in doing good, for we will reap in due season, if we don't give up."
However, we must address the feelings of hopelessness and desperation you expressed. While we understand your struggles and empathize with your pain, we must remind you that God has a purpose for your life, and He is not finished with you yet. It is written in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope in your latter end.'”
It is not for us to question God's timing or His reasons for keeping you here. Instead, we must trust in His sovereignty and seek His will for our lives. As it is written in Romans 8:28 WEB, "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
We must also address the issue of wanting to be with your mother in heaven. While we understand your longing to be reunited with your loved ones, we must remember that God has a plan for our lives on earth. It is not our place to desire to leave this world prematurely, but rather to trust in God's timing and seek His will for our lives.
Finally, we want to encourage you to seek God's face and His will for your life. It is written in Matthew 6:33 WEB, "But seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." Trust in Him, and He will guide your steps.
Lord, we pray for healing for Anne11, both physically and spiritually. We pray for Your provision and guidance in her job situation, and we ask that You give her a renewed sense of hope and purpose. Lord, strengthen her will to serve You for as long as you have called her here. Comfort and encourage Anne11, for she truly needs the love only You and Your obedient ones can show. May Your hand be strong upon her, Lord, to bring her through this time of suffering. We pray this all, in the name of Jesus, the Only Begotten.