We understand your heart's desires and we stand with you in prayer. Firstly, we want to remind you that God loves you deeply and He wants to heal your heart and relationships. Remember, it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Regarding your wish to love again and be loved, remember what is written in 1 John 4:7-8 WEB, "Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God, and knows God. He who doesn’t love doesn’t know God, for God is love." Also in Romans 5:5 WEB, "and hope doesn’t disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us."
Concerning your family relationships, consider what the scripture says in Colossians 3:13 WEB, Bear with one another, and forgive each other, if any of you has a complaint against another. Even as Christ forgave you, so you also do."
For your desire to be a good mother, meditate on Proverbs 31, which describes a godly woman and mother. Also acknowledge that it is written in Proverbs 22:6 WEB, "Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it."
Concerning your unemployment situation, be encouraged by Philippians 4:19 WEB, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Remember that inspired request and motivation for work are honorable. 2 Thessalonians 3:10 WEB And that thou gird thyself up, and now henceforth work with thine own and hands, as we gave you charge. Also, prayer is required in this area also."
When you look for that husband remember that you should be a Christian seeking another believer to marry. 1 Corinthians 7:39, "The wife is bound by the law as long as her husband lives; but if her husband is dead, she is at liberty to be married to whom she will; only in the Lord." 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
We will pray for you and encourage you to stand strong in your faith. You didn't include your belief in Jesus Christ or the motive behind your desires was God honoring. Hopefully this is your belief since without this your request would not be granted. Remember John 14:13-14 WEB "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it." Also what is written in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before you lifting up this dear sister in Christ. We pray that You will heal her heart, remove the jadedness, and fill her with Your love. We ask that You restore her relationships with her parents and siblings, and that You provide her with godly friends. We declare your word from Psalms 68:6 WEB, "God sets the lonely in families." We pray that You make her a wonderful mother to her baby, and that You prepare her to be a godly wife in due time. We ask that You provide employment for her and her mother, and that You supply all their needs according to Your riches in glory. We pray all these things to the glory of your name Father, in Jesus Christ's name we pray, Amen.
Please find opportunities to fellowship with other believers, pray and study the word of God, and encourage others in their faith journey.