Ifgen
Humble Servant of All
I pray for great health. I pray to be healed from mild scoliosis. I pray to be healed from the tear in my back. I pray that my teeth grow back to the ones that came out. I pray to be healed from flat feet. I pray that my stomach goes down and gets flat and that I lose weight. When I was in the hospital, I was taking medication and resting a lot and eating because it wasn't much else to do. I pray that things get better for me. I pray to be protected from the man upstairs; it's like my body doesn't agree with the noise he makes. I get aggravated when I hear him make noise and I was having muscle spasms a lot. I pray that the muscle spasm goes away. I pray for strength and protection. I pray that he stops sending me spiritual attacks; it's like he follows me around my house or he could sense where I'm at inside my house and I don't like it. It's a man who's doing this; he's a homosexual and he has a dog. I used to feel like it was him just playing with his dog, but I can feel the difference. I feel like it's him that's doing all the noise and bothering me. I can literally feel him listening through the walls when I sit back and talk to my mother. It's like he doesn't want me to walk inside the room and even when my brother was living with us, he would be in the room where I'm at and he wouldn't go near my brother and if I start making noise, he would start moving near me and making noise. It's weird, but I even had a muscle spasm inside my toes. I had the cover over my body and he was walking around upstairs and he was listening to me move inside the bed and when I moved my toe, it's like he knew and he dropped something from above right down on me. I felt that way. I feel like he's angry and he doesn't want me to live underneath him. Even when I was laying down in the living room, he was following my head. I was moving my head a lot and I can feel someone searching to find me inside of my house then he would wait for me to get comfortable inside my house and he would pop up right behind me. I couldn't stand him and sometimes I would cry because I felt like someone was bothering me inside of my house. I felt like he was trying to put depression onto me and he wanted me to stay inside the room. When I would see him outside, I felt like he was toxic. I saw him watching me when I was on my aunt's balcony who lives around the corner from me. He was crossing the street and he had put his hands up to stop traffic and he started walking by my aunt's house like on the same side she lives in, trying to project fear onto me. I felt like he was a very negative man and he walked past me before when I was standing up on the staircase in my building and something strange happened to my face and my lips. I couldn't believe it. I felt stressed even with the other man next door. He has another older man who lives with him and I felt like he listens through the walls and I turned around and looked at the wall because I heard a lot of noise. He threw something at the wall and he does things with his head and voice when I'm in the room. I feel like he doesn't like me. I felt that way about him for a very long time and he doesn't even know me. I pray for a new home so I can relax and be able to enjoy myself and not focus on neighbors. I pray for healing. I pray that I stop worrying about people when I see them on the outside and judging them. I pray for strength and protection. I pray for a new iPhone and a new car. I pray that I heal from the last friendships that I had with a few women that I used to hang out with. I felt like I wasn't myself. I didn't feel comfortable and a lot of them didn't like me. They used to hang out with each other and I felt like I was different than them. I pray for strength and healing. I pray for a complete healing from those friendships. I stopped hanging around one of them because she would like another girl that we used to hang out with more and she would stay over her house a lot more than when she would stay over mine and she used to judge me a lot. I just felt weird vibes around her and I didn't like that and she used to make comments that would turn me off. I don't trust her. I pray that I can learn to forgive her and be happy and make new friends. I pray for forgiveness from all of my past sins. I pray to heal from depression and anxiety. I pray that I stop worrying about other women who are out in public and comparing them to me. I pray for my health to get better so I can enjoy life and do things. I pray that things work out for me. I pray that I learn to make better decisions for myself. I kept traveling and visiting the park a lot and I was very depressed and stressed out. I pray that I can learn to love myself. I pray for strength and protection. I pray for healing from all of my past sins. I pray for protection from my enemies. I pray that my hygiene gets better. My bladder doesn't seem normal when I use the bathroom; it's like I urinate very slow and after I use the bathroom, it's like I have an odor that never happened to me before and sometimes I feel like lazy like I don't want to leave the house and I used to always want to travel and go out and do things. I pray for healing and strength. I pray that I can heal from my last relationship that I was in and learn to forgive the man I was dating and move on. Even though I have moved on, the guy I'm with now, I feel like we complement one another and he cares and always wants to spend time with me. I just pray that our relationship gets better. I would like him not to want to be a polygamist; he told me he wants more than one wife and I don't really have a problem with it but I feel like if he's with me, he doesn't need that many wives. I pray that he changes his mind and chooses to only be committed to one woman. I pray for his health and that the muscle spasms he has go away. I pray for my father's mental illness to be cleared up and for him to get his life back. I pray for better days. I pray that I can learn to forgive myself for saying something bad about someone who I didn't really know well and then something bad ended up happening towards them. I pray to be healed from the time I was working at bed bath and beyond. I felt like there was a lot of racism and I felt like the lady who was training me was judging and saying bad things towards me. I felt like she didn't like me. I felt bad vibes towards her and a couple of people who I was working with. There was a girl who used to work with me who started talking to everybody else except for me and I would see her walking around trying to avoid me. I don't know if she didn't like me or what but I pray for strength and I pray for healing. I pray to be healed from working there; it was really far and bought me a lot of stress and anxiety. I was also having issues with the buses running out there; it was coming every hour and sometimes I used to be late for work. It was too far for me and I didn't drive during that time and there was one girl who would watch me help customers on the register; she would stand behind me and just watch me and that made me uncomfortable. I felt like her and another older woman used to talk bad about me. I would be working on the register and they would start making faces behind my back. I feel like they were Haitian or Jamaican and they would start making jokes about me and I felt like the managers didn't like me. I heard one of the managers saying what am I looking at to another one of the co-workers while I was working there and this other co-worker would stand behind me moving around; she caught an attitude with me when I tried to speak with her. I didn't really like her. I pray for strength and healing from wasting my time and catching so many buses and being around so many different people. I pray for healing. I pray to learn how to forgive myself for being mean and not holding down a job and quitting plenty of jobs after they don't work out. I feel like I could have accomplished a lot by now. I pray for healing and that things get better for me. I pray for brighter days. I pray that my hands heal. I pray that my neck and my private area heal as well. My body looks bland; it looks different, you can barely see the nerves inside my body and I don't feel normal. I kept going towards the hospital and they didn't find anything wrong. I pray that things work out for me. I had COVID once and not sure if this is why my body is acting this way but I pray for healing and restoration of the body. I just want to feel normal again. I pray for strength and protection. I pray to be able to open my own business one day and do things that I always wanted to do. I gained a lot of weight. I felt hopeless and depressed and just like things weren't working out for me. Please God help me.