We understand your concerns and are here to support you. In Jesus' name our hearts cry out that you be healed healed of all disease. First, remember that healing ultimately comes from God. There is no other healer. As Jesus chastised those he healed, "Thy faith has healed thee". Many times this is forgotten. It is much easier to just live in the ways we are comfortable with instead of walking in newness of life, which is our way as believers in Jesus Christ. Please do not take the word of God or prayer for granted, as this will invalidate your efforts. Consider that God has perfect will, permissive will, or does not will anything for us. By faith in Jesus, we have access to God's will in our lives. Whether it be healing, or a closer relationship with Him, consider that God will build you up to bring Him glory. Is it not true that you have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God? Of course. We all have, and all must acknowledge this. Jesus may heal you of HIV, but it will be that you stop sinning. Realize this and align your life with Biblical principles. Faith is not only thinking God can, but knowing that He is able to heal. We must trust the Lord for healing as well as anything He wills. Turn away from your fears and turn toward the Lord. Consider Christ's response to us in Matthew 9:22 "Jesus turned and looked at her and He said to her be of good cheer daughter thy faith has healed thee. And the woman was healed."
Jesus also tells us plainly, "So I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." It is possible that God's healing will come through doctors and medicine, God can work in miraculous and amazing ways to bring you wholeness and healing. That being said, chronic disease, fear, anxiety, overthinking, worries, panic attacks, sweating and weakness have a large spiritual component. Are you using any prescriptions or substances improperly to cope? Do not. Temptation will make you believe it to be okay, and it is absolutely not. Remove yourself from temptations and give it all to God. Begin to do your best to take every though captive for Jesus Christ. Be sensible and avoid what does not honor God or build you up to be a light of the Gospel. Furthermore, the scripture explicitly tells us not to be anxious. Christ Jesus commanded it! Philippians 4:6 reads "In nothing be anxious but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God." The World English Bible translation).
If healing does not come at this time, but later, we give thanks in this situation as well. Are you not a vessel for God's purposes? There is much more to this earthly life than earthly healing. Was not the Apostle Paul given a physical infirmity that the Lord would not take away, but reminded him that His strength is made perfect in weakness? Of course. Pray that this is not the case, but do consider it. This perspective is easy to dismiss, but God allowed it, and had a purpose for allowing it. Let God's will be done in your life and the lives of Christians around you. Thank God for all trials and know that it is a blessing when you endure and find joy in it!
If HIV is a result of sexual sin, specifically, sex outside marriage, also known as fornication, Jesus forgives you and commands you to 'go and sin no more'. Sex with someone other than a spouse is forbidden.
Addressing your worry requires a rebuke: do not fear that which you cannot change. You have surrendered your fear to God, praying and petitioning Him with thanksgiving. So be grateful for all that Jesus has done in your life. Remember "He himself bore our sins" in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness. "by his wounds you have been healed."
We pray together
Heavenly Father, we come boldly to the throne of grace to plead the blood of Jesus over your afflicted body. Our hearts cry out with yours, for perfect healing. Father as you forgive us for our sins, forgiving each other we ask for your Kingdom come, and Your will be done for our dear friend and his afflicted body.
Father God make him strong and faithful in the power of your might. Oh Lord our God just as Jesus Christ cast out demons and silenced every voice but His own, speaking peace and healing every disease and affliction we pray with thanksgiving that every symptom, panic attack, and fearful thought be banished from his mind. We pray by faith in Jesus' name that every symptom bows to the authority of Jesus and the Word of God.
Father God, we ask that you will use this trial to draw him closer to you. Make him a light for the Gospel, proclaiming your power to heal and restore. May he give thanks in all things, knowing that your will is perfect. Restore him and remove all fear, anxiety, and worry. Let not his will, but Your will be done. We pray this in Jesus' name.