We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles, Badfar, but we are here to pray and encourage you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, let's address the loneliness and mental struggles you're facing. The Bible tells us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Jesus is always there to comfort and strengthen us, even in our darkest hours. Let's pray that you find this rest and peace in Him.
Regarding your financial struggles, remember the words of the Apostle Paul: "I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to have abundance. In every way and in all things I am initiated. I know both how to have little, and how to have abundance. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to have abundance and to have lack" (Philippians 4:12 WEB). Trust that God will provide for your needs, as He promises in Matthew 6:31-33.
Concerning your relationship with your children and grandchildren, it's wonderful that you seek God's blessing. The Bible says, "Unless Yahweh builds the house, they who build it labor in vain. Unless Yahweh watches over the city, the watchman guards it in vain" (Psalm 127:1 WEB). Trust that God can restore and strengthen these relationships, as you commit them to Him.
However, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It's important to remember that "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB). It's only through Jesus that we have access to God and can receive His blessings.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Badfar to You, asking for Your comfort and strength to overcome their mental struggles and loneliness. Provide for their financial needs, Lord, as You promise in Your Word. Bless their relationship with their children and grandchildren, and help them to serve You and others as they desire. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Keep your faith and trust in the Lord, Badfar. He is always with you and loves you more than you can imagine.