We are deeply moved by your desperation and pain, Guncyth. We want to assure you that God hears your cries and sees your suffering. Let us bring your needs before the Lord together, seeking His healing and provision for you.
Firstly, we want to address the thoughts of suicide that have crossed your mind. We urge you to dismiss such thoughts, as God has a purpose and a plan for your life. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have for you,” says Yahweh, “plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future." Suicide is not the answer, and we encourage you to seek help from local resources or trusted individuals if these thoughts persist.
Now, let us pray for your healing and deliverance from pain. "Yahweh, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for your divine healing upon Guncyth. Lord, you know the pain and suffering they are going through, and we ask that you touch their body, remove the peripheral edema, and heal the excruciating pain in their heel and foot. We rebuke the spirit of infirmity, and we ask for your healing power to flow through their body in Jesus' name."
We also want to address the financial struggles you are facing. In Matthew 6:25-34, Jesus tells us not to worry about what we will eat, drink, or wear, for our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things. Instead, we are to seek first God's Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well. We pray that God will make a way for you to find a new job, catch up on rent, and have enough food to eat.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue seeking God and crying out to Him. It might feel like there is only silence now, but God is faithful, and He hears your prayers. In Psalm 34:17-18, it is written, "The righteous cry out. Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
We will continue to keep you in our prayers, Guncyth. Trust in God, and do not give up hope. Remember that it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God, and it is in His name that we pray for your healing and provision. If you have not already, consider seeking medical attention for your condition and reaching out to local resources or your church for support during this difficult time.