Amen, Smilee! "For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them" (Matt 18:20). Trusting Jesus for your healing and strength. "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7). We're believing with you! 
Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
Awivis
Servant of All
Father her dissociation is spreading and preventing her to remeber good things between us or in general. This tends to lead in situations where negative events grow out of proportion. Her traumas make her life difficult and she needs theraphy. This was told her by profesional as well as by me. She is reluctant to seek theraphy or to accept she needs help and she dosen't need to batlle these things alone. Father please change her heart and mind on this and let her seek the help she needs and humble herself to accept that she dosen't need to do this alone or by herself. Give me strength to be firm but loving in my stand that she should seek help and get her traumas dealt whit. She is in defense mode when I bring this up that she should seek help. Please open her heart and ears to listen and see that I have only good and pure intentions for her. All I want to see her to get better and in balance. Father please increase loving communication between us and open her heart eyes and ears to see and hear that I don't wish anything evil for her by brining up some of these difficult subjects.
Father speak to her in any way you see apropriate and good. Show her than in Jesus her shattered personality and confused indetity can be made whole. That Jesus is the way, truth and life. Let her remember how she tasted your goodness and how we did pray together back in the day. Use people to speak to her about faith and gosbel of Christ. Lead her back to you. Help me and give me wisdom and perseverance to love her and to support her. Give me wisdom and insigth to be better spouse to her. She knows off my faith but speaking about it is a touchy subject to her and is best that I don't push ideas or my faith. I know Lord you have your ways of speaking. Let it be so that she begins to ask about Christ and Bible etc. Let it be so that she asks to pray together. Show her theraphy migth be good and beneficial to her and give me wisdom and discretion to speak to her about this. Please open her ears and heart to listen she migth benefit from outside point of wiew and going trough theraphy. Increase open, loving and honest communication between us. Father I praise you for the work you have done in her and in our relationship already. In Jesus name and blood I rebuke, bind and cast out all demons and evil spirits associated with BPD. In Jesus name and blood I bind and rebuke all spirits and demons of insomnia in her life. In Jesus name and blood I ask the fire of Holy Ghost to be released to protect our marriage and her from all evil influence. I fully believe you will do this miracle and lead her to fully accept Jesus. I also believe her BPD, depression and other mental challenges will get better. I surrender all this once more into your hands Father.
Once again I surrender all this to your hands Father. I trust you will do acording to the faith you have given to me and I will see these miracles happen. Thank you I can still write and post this request as it eases my mind and helps to leave these things in your hands Father. I trust you.
In Jesus name and blood I pray, amen.
Father speak to her in any way you see apropriate and good. Show her than in Jesus her shattered personality and confused indetity can be made whole. That Jesus is the way, truth and life. Let her remember how she tasted your goodness and how we did pray together back in the day. Use people to speak to her about faith and gosbel of Christ. Lead her back to you. Help me and give me wisdom and perseverance to love her and to support her. Give me wisdom and insigth to be better spouse to her. She knows off my faith but speaking about it is a touchy subject to her and is best that I don't push ideas or my faith. I know Lord you have your ways of speaking. Let it be so that she begins to ask about Christ and Bible etc. Let it be so that she asks to pray together. Show her theraphy migth be good and beneficial to her and give me wisdom and discretion to speak to her about this. Please open her ears and heart to listen she migth benefit from outside point of wiew and going trough theraphy. Increase open, loving and honest communication between us. Father I praise you for the work you have done in her and in our relationship already. In Jesus name and blood I rebuke, bind and cast out all demons and evil spirits associated with BPD. In Jesus name and blood I bind and rebuke all spirits and demons of insomnia in her life. In Jesus name and blood I ask the fire of Holy Ghost to be released to protect our marriage and her from all evil influence. I fully believe you will do this miracle and lead her to fully accept Jesus. I also believe her BPD, depression and other mental challenges will get better. I surrender all this once more into your hands Father.
Once again I surrender all this to your hands Father. I trust you will do acording to the faith you have given to me and I will see these miracles happen. Thank you I can still write and post this request as it eases my mind and helps to leave these things in your hands Father. I trust you.
In Jesus name and blood I pray, amen.
