Othaireurron
Prayer Warrior
I pray for protection from the man upstairs he’s following me throughout my apartment every time I grab something I feel him over me when I was asleep I felt him above me over my back I went to the hospital and they couldn’t find anything I haven’t been myself ever since I pray for peace love and happiness I feel nervous all the time I haven’t been truthful and it’s like people could read my energy all the time I pray for strength and healing and that I get back to myself sometimes I don’t like the person that I’ve become I can feel him trying to read my brain my mind doesn’t even feel normal I feel like it’s made up of muscles roaming around and my thoughts seem weird I don’t feel like a normal girl when I was asleep I was trying to hide from the man upstairs I felt as if he was trying to find my head so he can walk over or across me it was weird I was tossing and turning when I heard him making noise it felt like my legs were burning like a huge fire was over me I couldn’t stand laying down I couldn’t find peace my body would tense up soon as he would be inside of the living room he would just start making a bunch of noise I pray for healing and that I get back to myself I don’t trust living underneath this man I always used to feel as if he was thinking of me like he was trying to read my mind I was Depressed for years because of this man I could feel his negative energy all through the room whenever I used to share a room with my mother it was awful even when I use the bathroom and shower I feel Him doing things above me and I don’t like it it makes me sad uncomfortable sometimes I leave and go to the park I don’t want to just sit at nobody else house or be surrounding myself around negative people I used to live with my aunt sometimes I feel as if it’ll be better if I stayed with her I pray that I can move and get out of this house and be honest with myself God and just do the honest thing I used to be dishonest with my mother and her mother my grandmother because I felt Like they would watch me and say I had a mental illness it’s like they were putting names on me Because I wouldn’t take my medication Sometimes I felt like it had made me sad I didn’t want to take it or be surrounded by negative people my mother would tell me that I stink and I heard a lady at the bus stop say that I was stink I pray that I heal and get back to myself I feel this man is attacking me and I don’t like that I pray for healing and that I get back to myself even with the men next door I don’t like them they listen to the tv very loud I could feel it behind me through the walls as I’m laying down even my shadows frightens me I feel As if I touch something something else happens I gained a lot of weight from being depressed just eating everything and not wanting to face my truth and accept my reality I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and haven’t been feeling like myself ever since I pray that my health gets better I ask God for better health sometimes I don’t feel like he’ll Heal me I pray that he does I think negative about a lot of things I pray that things start to work and change for me I pray for better days I pray for healing I pray for a new home so I don’t have to argue or fight with grown men older than me or people who Live next door from me I lie a lot and sometimes I just do things just to do them I pray that God heals and forgives me I pray for brighter days I pray that I get the job at the Bagel shop in Englewood nj I pray for brighter days I pray for strength and protection I pray for my private area to be healed I feel like the man upstairs is attacking my private areas as if he don’t want me to walk or be alive he’s attacking parts of my body that I need to be able to live I pray for him and pray that whatever is bothering or causing him to attack me that it comes to an end and that it stops coming from all of my neighbors inside of the building I pray for brighter days I pray to heal from mental illness I don’t feel as if I can work because of how I feel with my body I feel like I can’t stand up for a very long time or walk for a Long time I feel weak I pray that my health gets better I pray that my eyes heal so that I can see properly I pray that God gives me another chance at life to be healthy and happy