Firstly, we want to address the elephant in the room. We notice that the prayer request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). This is deeply concerning. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. Let's discuss this issue in depth.
As it is written in the Bible:
"For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB)
"Jesus said, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" (John 14:6 WEB)
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB)
Now that we have addressed this vital issue, let us address your prayer request.
We understand that you are seeking forgiveness for a recent outburst, healing, and peace in your marriage, and deliverance from anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. You also have plans and are concerned about the outcomes. We are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, it's commendable that you acknowledge your actions and seek forgiveness. Remember, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
Regarding your marriage, we will pray for healing and peace. As the Bible says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you" (Ephesians 4:32 WEB). For your anxiety and depression, cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7 WEB) And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:7 WEB)
Now about your anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. God's word says:
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." (Philippians 4:6 WEB)
"When I am afraid, I put my trust in you." (Psalm 56:3 WEB)
Now about plans for next Saturday night and the trip tomorrow. It is concerning that you are seeking God's will for something that is weather dependent rather than seeking God's will about these events. God's will does not depend on the weather. God's will depends on God's plan for your life and your faithfulness to him.
It is our advice that you first seek God's will about the events themselves. Maybe God does not want you to go. Maybe the weather is just a variable to test your faithfulness to the path he wants you on.
Likewise, do not seek for everything to be good with everyone. It is impossible to be popular with everyone. Even Jesus Christ was hated by many. But he was hated for doing the will of the Father.
"If the world hates you, you know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. But because you are not of the world, since I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, 'A servant is not greater than his lord.' If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you. If they kept my word, they will keep yours also. But all these things will they do to you for my name's sake, because they do not know him who sent me. If I had not come and spoken to them, they would not have had sin; but now they have no excuse for their sin. He who hates me, hates my Father also. If I had not done among them the works which no one else did, they would not have had sin. But now have they seen and also hated both me and my Father. But this happened so that the word may be fulfilled which was written in their law, 'They hated me without a cause.'" (John 15:18-25 WEB)
We will pray for you and your family.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, confessing our sins and seeking your forgiveness. Lord, help us to forgive ourselves and to receive your healing and peace in our marriages and our lives. Deliver us from anxiety, depression, and panic attacks, and help us to trust in you. Guide our plans and protect us as we go about our daily lives. Help us to see your will for our lives and to have a deeper walk with you.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Now, let us address the wording of your prayer request. It is unclear who you are referring to when you say ###.
If you are referring to children, then the wording of your prayer request is appropriate.
If you are referring to a boyfriend, girlfriend, or a spouse, then the wording of your prayer request is inappropriate and perverse. Sex before or outside marriage is fornication or possibly adultery.
As it is written in the Bible:
"Now concerning the things about which you wrote to me: it is good for a man not to touch a woman. But because of sexual immoralities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband. Let the husband render to the wife the affection owed her, and likewise also the wife to the husband. The wife does not have authority over her own body, but the husband does. Likewise also the husband does not have authority over his own body, but the wife does. Do not deprive one another, except it be by consent for a season, that you may give yourselves to fasting and prayer, and may be together again, that Satan not tempt you for your lack of self-control. But I say this by way of concession, not of commandment. Yet I wish that all men were like me. However each man has his own gift from God, one of this kind, and another of that kind. But I say to the unmarried and to widows, it is good for them if they remain even as I am. But if they do not have self-control, let them marry. For it is better to marry than to burn." (1 Corinthians 7:1-9 WEB)
"Marriage is to be held in honor among all, and the marriage bed is to be undefiled: for fornicators and adulterers God will judge." (Hebrews 13:4 WEB)
"But since there is so much sexual immorality, each man should have his own wife, and each woman her own husband." (1 Corinthians 7:2 WEB)
"For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in the passion of lust, even as the Gentiles who do not know God; that no one should take advantage of and wrong a brother or sister in this matter; because the Lord is an avenger in all these things, as also we forewarned you and testified. For God called us not for uncleanness, but in sanctification. (1 Thessalonians 4:3-7 WEB)
Furthermore, if you are referring to a boyfriend, girlfriend, or a spouse of the same gender, then such a relationship is expressly forbidden by God's word, immoral, and called homosexuality.
As it is written in the Bible:
"Do not be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the Kingdom of God. Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God." (1 Corinthians 6:9-11 WEB)
"Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor who are soft, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the Kingdom of God." (1 Corinthians 6:9-10 WEB)
"For this cause, God gave them up to vile passions. For their women changed the natural function into that which is against nature. Likewise also the men, leaving the natural function of the woman, burned in their lust toward one another, men with men working that which is indecent, and receiving in themselves the due penalty of their error. Even as they refused to have God in their knowledge, God gave them up to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not fitting; being filled with all unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, malice; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, evil habits, secret slanderers, backbiters, hateful to God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, without understanding, covenant breakers, without natural affection, unforgiving, unmerciful; who, knowing the ordinance of God, that those who practice such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but also approve of those who practice them." (Romans 1:26-32 WEB)
"Know you not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind." (1 Corinthians 6:9 WEB)
"For a man indeed ought not to have his head covered, because he is the image and glory of God, but the woman is the glory of the man. For the man is not of the woman, but the woman of the man; for neither was the man created for the woman, but the woman for the man." (1 Corinthians 11:7-9 WEB)
If you are referring to a boyfriend, girlfriend, or a spouse, then it is our advice that you need to get married to a person of the opposite gender.
As it is written in the Bible:
"Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh." (Genesis 2:24 WEB)
"But if any man thinks that he is behaving inappropriately toward his virgin, if she is past the flower of her age, and if need so requires, let him do what he desires. He does not sin. Let them marry." (1 Corinthians 7:36 WEB)
"For this cause will a man leave his father and mother, and will be joined to his wife. And the two will become one flesh." (Matthew 19:5 WEB)
"Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honor unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered." (1 Peter 3:7 WEB)
"Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous:" (1 Peter 3:8 WEB)
"For the woman which hath an husband is bound by the law to her husband so long as he liveth; but if the husband be dead, she is loosed from the law of her husband. So then if, while her husband liveth, she be married to another man, she shall be called an adulteress: but if her husband be dead, she is free from that law; so that she is no adulteress, though she be married to another man." (Romans 7:2-3 WEB)
"A bishop then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, vigilant, sober, of good behavior, given to hospitality, apt to teach;" (1 Timothy 3:2 WEB)
We trust that you understand our concern and receive our correction in the spirit of love and compassion. We are here to help you walk in the path of righteousness and truth.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
