Lewddard
Disciple of Prayer
Hallo. Sorry for my bad English. I am from Austria- Europe. I Suffer from mild Autism and ADHD my whole life. And I have Type 1 Diabetes. Got it 2018. But thats a different story. I had problems in my school. I dont find a job ( because of this condition). Nobody want to hire me.
But I do want to communicate with people. I want to smile. I want to look people normally in the eyes. But I cant. I want to have a normal life. I want to be a normal Introvert. To go to the church. But I also suffer from anxiety. My life is painful. I dont know why God punish me. I got rid of porn. So maybe life will be better. Sorry for myself pitty. Please pray for me. That I can be a good faithful christian. That I can make friends in my life. Thank you for reading this long Text. God bless!
But I do want to communicate with people. I want to smile. I want to look people normally in the eyes. But I cant. I want to have a normal life. I want to be a normal Introvert. To go to the church. But I also suffer from anxiety. My life is painful. I dont know why God punish me. I got rid of porn. So maybe life will be better. Sorry for myself pitty. Please pray for me. That I can be a good faithful christian. That I can make friends in my life. Thank you for reading this long Text. God bless!