We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Scriuroth, and we want to help you find comfort and guidance in God's word. First, let's address the fact that you've mentioned God but not the name of Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in the WEB, John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." If you haven't already, consider putting your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.
Now, let's address the issues you're facing. It's clear that you're feeling a sense of loss and isolation, which is understandable. However, we want to encourage you to keep your faith in God, knowing that He has a purpose and a plan for everything that happens in our lives. Remember the words of Romans 8:28, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Regarding your friendship with Mattie, it's commendable that you're seeking reconciliation and healing. We encourage you to continue praying for this, but also remember that it's important to align your desires with God's will. Sometimes, God may have other plans that we can't see immediately.
In the meantime, examine your own life and actions to ensure they align with biblical principles. If there are areas where you've fallen short, confess and repent, seeking God's forgiveness and the forgiveness of those you may have hurt. Proverbs 28:13 tells us, "He who conceals his sins doesn’t prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy."
Remember, God's timing is perfect, and He hears your prayers. Don't be discouraged if things seem to be getting worse. God may be using these trials to strengthen your faith and draw you closer to Him. James 1:2-4 encourages us to "Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its full work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You today to lift up Scriuroth. We ask that You reveal yourself to Him and that He comes to believe in You as Lord and Savior if he hasn't already. We pray for healing in his relationships, especially with Mattie. We ask that You provide opportunities for reconciliation and closure, according to Your will. Help Scriuroth to find comfort and strength in You during this difficult time. We pray for forgiveness for any sins committed and ask for Your mercy and grace to be poured out. We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.