Apthorn
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my father that just got out of the hospital Sunday he mixed his medication and it made him do weird things that scared me into a panic attack. He also has an opiate addiction because of bone ache all the time so he would take anything to stop the pain now he has an addiction. His addiction led him to the hospital I believe he took too much of his muscle relaxers and a Tylenol PM and it was too strong for him! Please I pray God would heal his pain and his addiction he's getting old for this and I'm afraid I'm gonna lose him! I also keep praying for my husband's addiction to casino and money gambling it's getting us too argue and fight and be without things we need! Father God please bring us a financial blessing I'm tired of struggling and having to give my whole check for bills and his gambling addiction which frustrates me because I feel like I'm only there to give him my whole check and I never get to get myself or sons anything with it! So it makes me not want to work which was not in our agreement when I decided to help him provide he didn't want me to work period now when he loses all his money to gambling I'm his fall back and I'm just getting tired of it! We are just making but with both jobs we should have extra! We literally go nowhere or do anything fun or adventures and it hurts I got a good job and when my sons ask for things I can't give it to them or my parents need to borrow or we're out of food I can't help because my every check goes to him and bills! Also I want healing for our marriage I want him to love and trust again he's so controlling, emotionally and mentally verbally abusive he's always angry the only time he's happy when he got money and playing casino! I want our love back and trust back. Sometimes I call him devil son because that's how he acts I've been praying forever for the same stuff and nothing changes why I don't understand! What did I do so wrong? Please Lord I want to be happy!