Apthorn
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my father that just got out of the hospital Sunday he mixed his medication and it made him do weird things that scared me into a panic attack. He also has a opipiate addiction because of bones ache all the time so he would take anything to stop the pain now he has a addiction. His addiction led him to the hospital I believe he tool to much of his muscle relaxers and a Tylenol pm and it was too strong for him! Please I pray God would heal his pain and his addiction he's getting old for this and im afraid I'm gonna lose him! I also keep praying for my husband addiction to casino and money gambling it's getting us too argue and fight and be without things we need! Father god please bring us a financial blessing I'm tired of struggling and having too give my whole check for bills and his gambling addiction which frustrated me because I feel like I'm only there too give him my whole check and I never get too get myself or sons anything with it! So it makes me not want to work which was not in our agreement when I decided to help him provide he didn't want me to work period now when he loses all his money to Gambling I'm his fall back and im just getting tired of it! We are just making but with both jobs we should have extra! We literally go nowhere or do anything fun or adventures and it hurts I got a good jobs and when my sons ask for things I can't give it too them or my parents need to borrow or out of food I can't help because my every check goes too him and bills! Also I want healing for our marriage I want him too love and trust again he so controlling, emotionally and mentally verbally abusive he's always angry the only time he's happy when he got money and playing casino! I want our love back and trust back. Sometimes I call him devil son because that's how he asks I been praying forever for the same stuff and nothing changes why I don't understand! What did I do so wrong? Please lord I want to be happy!