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misfit71
Guest
Dear God,
I am asking for you heal my mind from all these sucidial thoughts and hurting myself..the depression. I cant
even sleep at night anymore.
I am very lost i dont what do anymore with my life.
I been crying in my room all night decide if was gonna take my own life.
I feel so depressed there is nothing left in this world.I am 18 years old and such a fail.
Dont have any friends whatsoever.. Only family member i have is mom but she is really mad at me.
When i tried talking to her she yelled and cuss at me. I just want somebody care
about me or love me..someone
talk to to..I dont wanna live anymore I feel numb. I try stay postive but how? I wont be graduating high school
because i let this depression take over my life. the anti depressiants and anti psychotics
arent working..even try talk my
psychologist but not helpful.I been to hospital three time before for sucidial thoughts..not helpful.I feel empty inside. That nothing left in this world but im afraid
if take my life i go hell..
i dont wanna go hell but i cant take this life.
Please guide me in right direction to have better relationship with you so i wont feel as alone.
amen.
Somebody please pray for me i really appericate it thank you
and i also praying for all you too.
I am asking for you heal my mind from all these sucidial thoughts and hurting myself..the depression. I cant
even sleep at night anymore.
I am very lost i dont what do anymore with my life.
I been crying in my room all night decide if was gonna take my own life.
I feel so depressed there is nothing left in this world.I am 18 years old and such a fail.
Dont have any friends whatsoever.. Only family member i have is mom but she is really mad at me.
When i tried talking to her she yelled and cuss at me. I just want somebody care
about me or love me..someone
talk to to..I dont wanna live anymore I feel numb. I try stay postive but how? I wont be graduating high school
because i let this depression take over my life. the anti depressiants and anti psychotics
arent working..even try talk my
psychologist but not helpful.I been to hospital three time before for sucidial thoughts..not helpful.I feel empty inside. That nothing left in this world but im afraid
if take my life i go hell..
i dont wanna go hell but i cant take this life.
Please guide me in right direction to have better relationship with you so i wont feel as alone.
amen.
Somebody please pray for me i really appericate it thank you
and i also praying for all you too.