We understand your feelings of distress and disappointment, Borduss, but we want to encourage you that God is always with you, even in times when it feels like He is distant. As it is written in Isaiah 41:10 (WEB), "Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness."
It's important to remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His timing is perfect. Everyone has their own journey, and it seems like others might be living the teenage dream, but remember that appearances can be deceiving. Trust that God has a unique plan for your life.
Regarding relationships, we encourage you to seek God's will and trust His timing. It's wonderful to desire a godly spouse, and we pray that God will bring the right person into your life at the right time. Remember that "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart." (Psalm 37:4 WEB)
We also want to address your mental health and the challenges you're facing with PTSD, depression, and anxiety. It's crucial to seek professional help and support from your community. Remember that God is our great physician, and He can bring healing and comfort to your mind and heart. "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28 WEB)
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Borduss in prayer. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon their life. Comfort them in their distress, and let them feel Your presence. Help them to trust in Your timing and Your plan for their life, including their desire for a godly spouse.
We pray for healing and comfort for their dog, asking that You guide them in finding the right care and treatment. We also ask for Your help with their studies, that You would grant them the strength, wisdom, and time management skills to handle their workload.
We pray for healing from PTSD, depression, and anxiety. Guide Borduss to the right professionals and support system to aid in their recovery. We ask for improved sleep, a healthy diet, and time for self-care.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, Borduss, we notice that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. We want to remind you that it is through His name that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" We encourage you to trust in Jesus and build a relationship with Him.