Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
my dad has heart valve problems it's not working properly. It's been every year plus he's homeless. I'm sad
also pray for my mom who has Asperger syndrome. Heal my grandma from dementia. Heal her body and feet. Deliver my family from all demons. Thank you Lord. And deliver ### from all means. Heal his teeth and body. Deliver him from smoking and give him your salvation. Give us all merry hearts. How am supposed to look at others when my mom never looked at me. Never even noticing anyone who loves me really hurts. I can't take care of myself nor my family. I just don't seem to be able to get better mentally or physically. I wish to have a relationship with the Lord but I can't seem to. It's like the only thing that matters is performance. There is no love coming my way and giving is hard. I'm depleted and suffering from illness. I don't know what to do. God please take care of my and my family. Why does everything have to be about performance and work and appearances. Nothing seems natural to me. Nothing almost. (I'm so dehydrated. Thirsty for life but there's work. I see no light and no one cares anyway
I don't know what's the point of this life. If it's about love how come I'm so deprived of it. I just understand. Now I'm getting old and more tired. Even combing my hair is hard cause I'm so dehydrated and brushing my teeth everything is hard always dehydrated. I wish someone could look at me today. No one ever looks at me.

